Welcome to my life and my thoughts. Poems.

Seriously?

This is about 'my best friend' and written down I realized she was barely even a friend.

You cry when nothing that bad happens,

You get angry when you don't get your way,

You seem mad at me when I all say is something that I think or disagree with and sin't that bad,

When I say no to going somewhere with you,

You get all mad at me,

When I don't do as you saym

You tell me "I can't do anything right",

WHAT CAN I DO WITH YOU AROUND?

I can't cry because you'll think me weak yet you cry yourself,

When I don't get my way,

I continue my life for I know "it's not all about me",

I can't think anything and say it out loud because you'll tell me I'm stupid for not agreeing with you,

I'm not attached to you!

I can do what I want and if I'm busy - too bad!

I can do what I want,

Why do you have to control me?

I can control myself you know!

Yet I seem to let you?

It seems anything I do,

I do it wrong!

When will be able to live my life how I want to?

With you gone I can,

So I'm leaving your life for good,

I'm fed up with the life I'm leading for you?

'There for me'.

But one of the saddest thing is you don't seem 'there for me',

It's all about you now,

And my last word simply is and will be "goodbye",

I'm going to miss the good things about you,

But the bad things I won't as you would guess,

I wish you would realize how hard you've made my life,

I don't have the best life,

Not at home,

Not at school,

Not with my 'friends',

And not with you,

I won't ever forget,

But I won't forgive you either,

You ruined a lot for me,

And it's not going to be easy sorting and getting everything back the way it was,

I don't want it that way,

But all that time and effort I put into everything.

I know it's a bit waffled. Ok, scrap that very waffled, but I was so angry and upset, so...