Welcome to my life and my thoughts. Poems.

By my side

First of all, I know I've told you before, but I'm going to tell you again that you readers and these reads I get mean a lot to me. They keep me going really. Over 2,000 reads now, it means a lot, especially as I always say people like you if you're reading this that have kept with my poems and carried on reading. So thank you, basically.

Some people just don't realise what's right in front of them, and how that person feels. They seem completely oblivious to it all no matter how unsubtle you are. It's like you're never really heard, no matter how loud you shout and scream... Sometimes though, you have to be the one that walks away and the one that pretends not to hear.

I talk to you always,

However,

Whenever,

Just always,

You don't  realised I want to be more than this though,

More than friends,

I try to get it across,

But you won't notice,

Or you pass it off as a joke,

You talk about my personality,

You tell me how great I am to talk to, 

How happy I make you feel,

But you talk about other people to me,

Other girls,

As if I'm nothing to you,

It makes me jealous which to me is surprising,

I play it as if you're a nuisance to me,

You know it's a joke,

But it's me trying to get your much needed,

Much wanted attention,

So that you see,

So that you notice,

So that you realise,

You mean a lot to me,

And I really wish you'd see how much I want you,

And need you,

By my side,

Or even just there.