The realisation of that you're not who you used to be or how you were. - Before it all got a whole lot worse.
It's eating me up inside.
I never used to let it show,
But I've used all my strength up now.
I'm the girl with the loud, crazy friends,
I am someone's loud, crazy friend,
But that's all they see.
There is more to my life,
Believe it or not.
I have my problems,
In fact more than one or some problems.
I have a lot of them and sometimes it gets too hard to cope and I give up and go back to it...
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Welcome to my life and my thoughts. Poems.
PoetrySo, welcome to my life and my thoughts. Everything in here comes from the heart and is something from my life whether that's loss, love, heartbreak, anger, jealousy, friendships, hard times, family and more it's all in here at some point. My life ma...
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