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Please change

When you want someone to change either back to how they were, or to how you know they can be. Forgiveness is always hard, and so is change, especially you trying to change yourself - and wanting to so much. Also, just looking back on memories and how you felt for some people, the pain of letting go never leaves entirely.

You say you're sorry,

But I know you're not,

You're wishing you are,

But you're really not,

Are you?

After everything you put me through,

I can't forgive you,

It's the way I am,

I can't change,

Like you can't change the way you feel,

You're stil not sorry,

But are making out that you are,

I wasn't born yesterday,

Remembering all the fights,

Rows,

Arguments,

Memories,

And looking at photos of us,

I want you more than ever,

But I can't let myself,

I'm sorry,

But you're still not sorry,

I'm not strong,

Not like you,

After feeling this for so long,

I know that this feelin should go,

It's wrong,

I shouldn't be feeling this way,

I'm sorry to say,

That I love you,

And I hope one day,

You'll see that,

And do something to change...