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The whole world killing you?

I honestly felt like the whole world was out to get me, and made everything miserable and worse if that was even possible... Also, it's quite confusing, but I was seriously mad and upset with some 'friends' after I found out the lies that had been feeding me...

Do you ever feel like the whole world is killing you? 

I do, in fact I am right now.

Lies, lies, lies, 

Is all I've been told for however many years, months,

I don't even know and I don't even care anymore,

Everytime I see this person, 

Something "snaps",

Almost erupts inside of me.

I used to find it easy to hold the eruption down and slow it down,

But now though,

It's been slowed down too much,

That it can't be stopped.

I know what will happen when it erupts though and it won't be nice...

Oh dear.

I'm avoiding them now;

It's the best thing to do.

Sometimes I see them staring at me across the hall. 

Their eyes staring at me, as if it's all my fault,

It's theirs and they know it!

If they hadn't reeled of all those lies,

One after the other,

Constanty conjuring up new plans,

Lies and things to cover everything up.

But, I know and they will do anything to stop me from telling and saying anything to anyone.

They can't risk it.

Her brother would 'kill' her after everything he's done to make it that way after everything...

Now, there's a lot of "everything's" there, 

But they all mean the same things,

More or less anyway.

Always bad.