Niall Horan Imagines

He Breaks Up With You Pt.3

He Breaks Up With You Pt.3

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Niall POV

After she slammed the door on my face, I still stood in the same spot. I kept banging on the door, trying to make her open it again so I can talk to her. I wanted to tell her so many things that were on my mind. I admit, I made a mistake, but I learned from it.

"Please." I whispered.

My back was now facing the door, I slid down and sat on the ground, I'd stay here all night if that's what it takes to talk to her.

"What am I going to do?" I said to myself.

Now, I'm just going crazy. I'm talking to myself, on the floor, only a piece of thick wood separating me from her. I guess that's what love does. It's hard to maintain, but in the end it's worth it. I really want to hold her in my arms, tell her the many things I could never tell her, I just wanted to be the perfect boyfriend for her, again. It was my fault, I wasn't thinking when I broke her heart and broke mine in the process. I'm so stupid! She deserves better, and that's not me, I don't know why I try.

I try because I love her.

In my conscious, and deep in my heart, I know I love her and I won't ever stop loving her. I had to keep my hopes up high, it's the only thing I have left to do.

Please come back (Y/N).

"Niall?" I looked up from the ground. "What are you doing here?" It was (Y/F/N).

"Hi (Y/F/N)." I waved and looked down at the ground once again.

"Came crawling back to (Y/N), huh?" She sat next to me.

I didn't reply.

"You know? She still loves you." (Y/F/N) said.

"She does?" I looked at her.

"Yeah. First few weeks, she was a mess. I helped her, but she just really wasn't herself, that is until realization hit her and all she felt was anger and hatred towards you even though she loves you more than life itself, including me! Her best friend!" She laughed.

"I love her too, but I made a stupid mistake that I regret so much. I hate myself for it." I shook my head and hugged my knees close to my chest.

"Yeah. You should feel that way, after you broke her. She still misses you though, and you did make her very happy that it became sickening at one point." She chuckled. "I'll help you."

"What?" I raised my eyebrow.

"I'll help you Niall. I can tell you really love her and she loves you, but don't fuck up again or I'll chop your balls off!" She said, I nodded.

"Thank you so much (Y/F/N)!" I hugged her.

"No problem. Now, here's the plan."

Y/N POV

After the incident with Niall, I had prepared some food for girl's night out with (Y/F/N). I had made a lot of food, so we could eat our feelings, which was one of my favorite past times. I was going to officially try to forget about him if it was the last thing I do.

But I love him.

I miss him.

I want him back.

No.

Today I said I would forget about him, but I can't. Love is hard. It's harder than school, and I'm barely getting by in school. I don't even know what I want, just like when I hold the line at Starbucks. Do I really want Niall back? Or should I just forget about him? It was all because of him coming that now I'm confusing myself and thinking about my feelings. I wouldn't even be in this situation if he wouldn't have been standing in my doorstep. It's all his fault.