Without Me 2 (Shawn)

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Video up top is for you to have an idea of how the video was recorded and she looked while singing also I really liked how she sang it.

Shawn POV

A lot of my fans where tweeting me for the last week and asking me if I had heard this song called 'Without Me' though non of them told me who the song was from. I got on YouTube and looked for the tittle imagine my surprise when Charlie's channel came to the screen with Y/N a microphone in front of her with headphones on. I clicked on the video and the song started I saw Y/N look at the camera and gave a sad smile before she started to sing. Her voice was flawless as always but she looked so broken while singing the song..

"What are you doing babe?" The current girl I was with said and I shush her still looking at the video and listening to her voice in my earphones.

"Seriously?" She asked mad. I'm really not in the mood for any of this.

"Please leave and don't come back." I said getting up and locked myself in my room and look for the little box in the drawer that contained a ring I had bought a month ago waiting for the right time to use it. I pressed play again and listen to it, I couldn't help but be pulled in to it remembering all the things we went through together.. good and bad. I couldn't help but notice the mistake I had made on letting her go. She's right.. how could I ever live without her? How did I not noticed how much I've changed ever since I left her? I got dressed as quickly as I could and almost ran out the door with the little box in hand and to my car to go to Charlie's house. I know he was at an interview right now but Y/N is there.

Your POV

The knocking didn't stop making me get up and open the door I didn't even have time to react when..

"I made a mistake by letting you go." His words made me think.

"Shawn it's been two weeks since you ended things. You've been with other girls during that time, you didn't want me anymore and now here you are coming back to me as if non of that happened.. as if you didn't just dump me to not even half an hour later kiss with another girl." I said mad and sad at the same time while fighting the tears burning in my eyes.

"I know and I'm sorry.. I though I could live without you but I can't.. I never will be able to live without you." He said looking me in the eyes as I shake my head.

"Shawn I can't just forgive you." I said holding myself back from hugging him and forgiving him completely for what he did to me.

"I promise I'll make it up to you.. I was lost and I didn't know what I had until I lost you.." He said and I shook my head about to close the door when I saw him get on his knees with tears in his eyes looking up at me.

"Please don't walk away from me." His voice cracked and I couldn't help but let the tears fall.

"You think this is easy Shawn?! You think it was easy getting over the fact that my boyfriend from two years who I loved and adored and admired so much just up and left because he wanted to fuck around with other people?! You think that saying no to you right now is easy?! You think I'm doing this because I want to hurt you? Shawn I love you and I hate that I love you so much. I hate that I was the only one affected by this break up while you where just fine! I hate the fact that you're here on your knees right now begging me not to leave after what you did.. I don't want to get hurt again because of you." I said chocking on my words.

"What do I have to do to get you back? I'll do anything... I'll even give you my name, I'll give you a family.. I'll give you anything you want as long as you're with me." He said looking in my eyes and taking a little box out. My eyes widen.

"I will put a ring on it if that's what it takes to get you back... would you please make me the happiest man alive and become Y/N Mendes by marrying me?" He said and I couldn't find the words or remember how to breath.

"Why are you doing this to me?" I mumbled with a sob.

"Because I love you and no matter what I did I did it not knowing what I was doing because I'm lost without you.. I love you and I can never live without you." He said getting up and taking my hand in his.

"You are the only girl for me and if these past two weeks have shown me anything it was that my life, my soul, and my heart belongs to you and it always will." He whispered before connecting his lips to mine in a passionate kiss pushing me inside and closing the door behind him.

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