Shameless

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Ok, ok I know I'm doing a lot of things involving Camila but let's be honest if you're like me who absolutely loves her and them together but still get jealous or envious you understand. And now she drops two new songs that more than possibly were written for her feelings for Shawn.. so yeah. In this one you're a song writer and producer. You've been writing songs with Shawn since the beginning of his career and over the years of being his song writer partner and producer you fell for him.. you'll just have to read the rest.

Second Person POV 

You had been bottling up your feelings for Shawn for a long time and had written endless songs of it but this time you decided to record it for the first time. You weren't a bad singer, not at all but you hated having all the attention to yourself or being in the spotlight so you didn't do it in front of others. Today after everyone had left the studio and went home you stayed back to do this. 

Camila had recently asked you to help her write a song as well so this wasn't only for you but to send it to her and see if she liked it for her new album. Camila was an amazing friend of yours too and ever since you worked together she had asked you to help her with most of her songs, you and her related a lot to each other so you trusted Camila with a lot of things, your crush for Shawn was one of them.

You place the computer in front of you to control the beat placing the headsets on with the microphone in front of you. You press play and start to sing without knowing Shawn had come back to get something he had left before he started listening to you.

"Don't speak, no, don't try
It's been a secret for the longest time
Don't run, huh, no don't hide
Been running from it for the longest time" Shawn couldn't help but wonder if you had written this song for someone, after all most of your songs were personal.

"So many mornings I woke up confused
In my dreams, I do anything I want to you. My emotions are naked, they're taking me out of my mind." Most importantly he had never heard you sing before.

"Right now I'm shameless
Screaming my lungs out for ya
Not afraid to face it
I need you more than I want to
Need you more than I want to
Show me you're shameless
Write it on my neck, why don't ya?
And I won't erase it
I need you more than I want to
Need you more than I want to" Shawn tilted his head, he had a crush on you as well, he didn't know of your feelings for him which is probably why this hit him so hard. Your songs were always personal, which means they were of feelings you had and if you did have feelings for someone who was it?

"It's all there, now it's real
Now that you have me, do you want me still? My kisses are history they go back a long time. Uh, and I'm tired of loving
somebody that's not mine." Suddenly his mind went back to all the times the two of you have spend alone behind four walls writing songs and how sometimes things turned differently, how sometimes you would accidentally touch each other and blush or how sometimes you kissed his cheek to say goodbye.

"So many mornings I woke up confused
In my dreams, I do anything I want to you. My emotions are naked, they're taking me out of my mind." You looked into it, you looked like you were enjoying yourself while singing and thinking. Which you were, you were thinking of the same guy that was watching and listening to you without you knowing. Still he couldn't help but wonder what things you did want to do.

"Right now I'm shameless
Screaming my lungs out for ya
Not afraid to face it
I need you more than I want to
Need you more than I want to
Show me you're shameless
Write it on my neck, why don't ya?
And I won't erase it
I need you more than I want to
Need you more than I want to" You place your hand on your neck as you sang, Shawn's mind rose with thoughts at that action, and not the non-sexual ones. He had to bite his lip to keep his mind from going places it shouldn't go.

"Distance, inches in between us
I want you to give in
I want you to give in
Weakness, tension in between us
I just wanna give in
And I don't care if I'm forgiven" Your hand ran up your neck to your hair as you threw it back for a second before going back to the song.

"Right now I'm shameless
Screaming my lungs out for ya
Not afraid to face it
I need you more than I want to
Need you more than I want to
Show me you're shameless
Write it on my neck, why don't ya?
And I won't erase it
I need you more than I want to
Need you more than I want to" You finished with a small smile on your lips pressing stop recording, it felt amazing to somehow let those feelings out, you were even considering doing it again when someone clapping rang in your ears.

"That was amazing. Who did you write the song about?" Shawn asked as your eyes widen.

"Shawn! How long have you been there?" You asked surprised as he walked closer to you. You're definitely nervous now, your crush just heard you sing a song you wrote for him!

"Since you started singing." He answered giving you a smirk when you quickly got up.

"Oh, uh, what did you come back for?" You asked playing with your hands nervously as he chuckles at your actions, he always thought you were cute when you got nervous.

"You didn't answer my question." He said as you looked down with burning cheeks cursing yourself for being so nervous.

"What question?" You try acting as if you hadn't heard his previous question even though you did.

"Who did you write the song about?" He asked again as you lick your lips feeling your heart beating much faster than it should.

"Um.. you." You whisper so lowly he didn't hear you.

"What?" He asked as by now you were shaking, this could cost you an amazing friendship and job but you needed to stop running away, wasn't that what you wrote that song for? You took a long calming breath before looking at him.

"I wrote that song about my feelings for you." You say normally without any shakiness in your voice which made you feel proud. You watched as Shawn just stood there before finally coming closer closing the space between the two of you and kissing you. The kiss was loving and sweet as your hands moved to his hair and his to your hips. After a few seconds he slowly pulled away resting his forehead against yours.

"Good, because I love you." He says making you smile and kiss him again.

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