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Liam:
You were so worked up you would have another miscarriage you had been focusing all your time on work and only work making Liam worried. You had been so focused on work you had skipped meals and after you finished work you would go home and just lie in bed and cry yourself to sleep. You were trying to be happy but you couldn't even talk about the baby, or get excited about it because you were scared he or she would be taken from you again. You knew this was a blessing that you were pregnant again but you just couldn't get out of your head that you weren't suppose to be a mother. You couldn't seem to relax and all you feel is sick with fear but you were trying your best to take it day by day.
"Baby.... Y/N? Honey, What's the matter? And don't tell me nothings wrong you've been working later and coming home and going straight to bed. I know you've been crying yourself to sleep" Liam asked worriedly as he joined you in bed. "Liam I'm I-," You sobbed, covering your face with your hands. "Hey baby come here and take a deep breath so we can talk about what's going on In that pretty little head of yours," he said softly pulling you into a hug. "Li I don't feel right anymore. I just have this feeling that we will lose this baby as well. I can't handle going through another miscarriage. I'm petrified Li." You sobbed into his chest as he wraps his strong arms around you trying his hardest to keep strong for you. "Baby it's alright to be scared. You know what I'm scared too. But you know what else we are in this together so don't shut me out anymore." He said looking down at you as he wipes your tear stained cheeks and pecks you on the lips. "I will try not to and ill talk to you next time but it's going to take me a while before I get to a point where I'm actually able to be excited and not fearful." You say trying not break down in a fit of sobs again biting your lip as you look away from Liam. "I know and that probably wont happen until after we pass the point of our previous loss or it might not happen until your holding our son or daughter but I'm here for you night and day. Come to me before you have a breakdown and we'll talk it out." "You're right...what would I do without you?" you smiled as the two of you lay down to get some much needed sleep.
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Louis:
Louis was so happy to be finally becoming a dad he was making sure you weren't eating or doing the wrong thing. You were sure he was going to be the most amazing dad and you couldn't wait to see him with your child.
You had been siting in the dark on your bed since 3:30am as Louis snored next to you. Your mind couldn't help but drift off thinking about the baby you and Louis were having. You were panicking you would be a bad mother and sure you will have help but your baby will rely on you and you couldn't help but think you would fail raising your child and she or he will grow up not knowing anything or something would go wrong.
Tears rolled down your checks as you started to sob into your pillow startling Louis.
"Darling are you ok?" he asked concerned turning on the bedside lamp as he sat up.
