I will survive (naruto fanfic)

Ch 33

My new parents... 

Did I love them? Yes, of course I did. 

Did I ever forget my old one? 

No, I could never. 

But my new ones, they were like a second family. 

I really did want to save them. But, they didn't survive the Uchiha massacre. 

I saw my mom's dead body, and even took her eyes. 

I knew I was going to have nightmares about it, but I didn't know I was going to have to do this. 

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"Sweetie..." A haunting voice said, "...Why did you take my eyes?" 

It was my old home. 

My old room. 

And I was alone, or so I thought. 

"...Why did you take my eyes?" 

The voice was behind me, but I couldn't turn around. I didn't have the heart to turn around. 

"Why..." 

It got closer. 

"Why...!" 

I tensed up. 

"Why!" 

She grabbed my shoulders and turned me around. I looked into what was supposed to be my mother's eyes. 

But was hollowed pools of blood instead. 

"Why!!" 

I jumped at the sight, tears going down my face. 

My body started to shake. 

My throat felt dry. It hurts. 

I wanted to say something, but I couldn't. 

"WHY!!" 

I woke up with a start. Jumping from my bed in panic and shivering from fear. 

I stood still, trying to calm down. 

Quietly crying in my dark room. 

I hugged myself, hoping the self comfort would help with the shaking. 

It didn't. 

I sat on my bed, the warmth I felt before gone. I laid down, hoping to get some more sleep. Hoping to not have another nightmare. 

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I woke up again from the sound of a bell. 

I sighed in frustration. Another day, another night. 

It's been the same for 2 months. I go outside and stand at attention, most of the others doing the same.