Not a Diary ➳ LS

Entry Eight

Entry Eight:

I just had a burst of realisation.

Louis asked Eleanor to move in with him. Him.

I live with him. We share a flat.

Which means if Slut and Louis move into his house, then they are moving into my house too.

Which means Im not relevant. I'm a third wheel.

Which means I have to move out. Because Louis is continuing his life with some selfish witch that he was set up with by our management.

What if this is it?

What if my friendship with Louis is over, just like that?

What if after I move out, we never speak again?

Oh god. What if they get married?

What if they have kids?

What if someone comes in the middle of the night and kills Eleanor because they are in love with their best friend who she moved in with? Now this I would have no problems with. Not that I would kill someone. Or that Im in love with my best friend.. Wait what?

I don't even know. The universe hate me.

I can't blame it. I hate myself too.

-Harry x