Entry Thirty

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by lipstainlou

by lipstainlou

Entry Thirty:

Back to work at last.

Today was our first day back after the month break. Thank god we don't have to go on tour just yet. We're still recording songs. I couldn't live on 3 hours of sleep right now.. I'm way too stressed.

I feel like a total jerk for thinking of Louis as inconsiderate. He's the most thoughtful person I know! How could I have figured he didn't care about me?

I don't think I know Im doing this, but in reality I just might be trying to make myself fall out of love with him.

It would be a lot easier. It could save me the heartbreak. I know he's straight and would never, ever, in a million years love me back.

But every time I think it's hopeless and I should just give up, he has me falling head over heels again. Even if its just with a twinkle of his blue eyes.

Louis has really, really, really pretty eyes.

-Harry x