Cygny
Ilang oras na akong nakatulala sa kisame. I absentmindedly counted the tiles and screws of my ceiling. It has forty five tiles and one hundred eighty screws.
Bumuntong hininga ako. Hindi pa rin kasi talaga ako makapaniwalang kaya iyong gawin ni Gonzalo sa akin. Is he really stoned? Hue has his references and I can't argue with him, para ngang wala sa katinuan si Gonzalo kanina. Hindi siya ang Gonzalo na kilala ko. Nakakatakot siya. Para ba siyang... high?
This is the point where I finally concluded that I am not inlove with him. If I am, I would've let him get into my pants again but I didn't. Maybe, I am just infatuated by the way how our fake love story began. Maybe, that's it.
Wala talaga akong nararamdaman sa kanya. Wala na kasi akong naramdaman noong hinalikan niya ako. Wala na 'yung pag-iinit ng katawan ko. Wala na 'yung excitement. My hormones don't react in accordance of what they supposed to.
Siguro nga, infatuated lang ako sa kanya.
I should elude him to my mind. His face while he forced me to have sex with him still haunts the hell out of me. I need a distraction. And I know someone who is effective when it comes to that aspect.
Agad kong kinuha ang aking cell phone at saka in-on ang WiFi button. Napangiti ako nang sunod-sunod itong nag-vibrate.
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6:32 PM
eHUEt
Nakauwi na ako.
7:03 PM
eHUEt
Katatapos ko lang kumain.
8:21 PM
eHUEt
Katatapos ko lang mag-aral.
eHUEt
Djk, aaral pa, mamamatay din naman.
9:26 PM
eHUEt
Oy, nasaan ka na?
10:01 PM
eHUEt
Oy, panagutan mo virginity ko.
eHUEt
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
11:49 PM
You
Hey.
eHUEt
Ayan ka na naman, ang haba haba ng sinend ko tapos 'yan lang reply mo HAHAHAHAHAHA!
You
You are, like, just informing me. What you sent is not a question for me to answer.
eHUEt
Born ako doon, kingina. HAHAHAHAHA!
You
Born?
eHUEt
Burn kasi 'yon. I mean, your answer was savage. HAHAHAHA!
You
Oh! I didn't mean it to turn out that way! You comprehended it wrong. It was to enlighten you and not be savage towards you.
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