Songs for this Episode:
IDGAF by Dua Lipa
Cruel Summer by Taylor Swift
Part Of Me by Katy Perry
I Forgot That You Existed by Taylor Swift
Complicated by Olivia O'Brien
This Is Why We Don't Have Nice Things by Taylor Swift
I Knew You Were Trouble by Taylor Swift
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Cygny
I'm on my room, lying on my bed with my tummy. I'm busy reading my fans' DMs on my Twitter account. But I gasp when an obnoxious face popped up into my Messenger app. That time, literal na napamura ako.
Napaupo ako sa aking kama habang nanlalaki ang mga mata. What the hell?
It's Hue.
The heck?
It's Hue!
Napapalunok akong pinindot ang chat head. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako kinakabahan pero bakit nga ba?
My subconscious finally arrived from her grave for the first time after ten years. She is raising an eyebrow at me. Crossing her arms, she tapped the floor using her stiletto continuously. It's like she is warning me to not reply to Hue or else, she will kill me.
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Sullyvan
Good evening. When is your free time? I want to interview you with regards to my thesis study.
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Napalunok na naman ako.
Absentmindedly, nagsimula akong mag-type pero lumipas ang ilang minuto ay puro type-erase-type-erase-type-erase lang ang ginawa ko. Clearly, hindi ko alam kung ano ba ang isasagot ko.
I am fighting with the odds. At one moment, I want to see him again. And another moment, I don't.
It's a back and forth situation for me.
Finally, after feels like days, I replied "I'm busy. Sorry."
I decided not to meet him anymore. Okay na 'yung hindi ko siya makita. Hindi pa rin kasi ako handa. At saka ang awkward noon for me. Kahit naman naka-move on na ako ay may parte pa rin ako na nasasaktan sa ginawa niya.
He is my first real love, after all.
My subconscious said it's been freaking ten years already and that I should've moved on by now. That exact moment, I forcedfully shoved her to her grave.
Nanlaki uli ang mga mata ko noong mag-reply si Hue.
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Sullyvan
Please? I really need you. Hindi ako makakagraduate kung hindi mo ako tutulungan.
You
I have a hectic schedule.
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