Chat (Prinxiety)

43. the one where they're both damsels in distress

WARNINGS: briefly implied self harm (not at all graphic, one line, blink and you'll miss it), implied (not exactly attempted suicide) wanting to die, swearing, self-loathing.

non-triggering chapter summary next chapter if you have to skip!

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emo nightmare😈 and princey👑.

emo nightmare😈: prince where the fuck are you? i've looked everywhere and i swear to god, if you don't fucking answer your phone i will burn your disney posters.

emo nightmare😈: i'm not fucking kidding i'm in your room right now.

emo nightmare😈: 3

emo nightmare😈: 2

emo nightmare😈: 1

emo nightmare😈: say goodbye to mary fucking poppins {poster-and-lighter.jpg}

princey👑: WAIT NO I DIDN'T THINK YOU'D GO THROUGH WITH IT! PLEASE DON'T!

emo nightmare😈: tell me where you are.

princey👑: Anxiety, it's dangerous where I am. I don't want you to get hurt again.

emo nightmare😈: you do realise that i'll probably accidentally burn myself if i set fire to your stuff, making this whole thing pointless, right?

princey👑: Fine! I'm in daydream mode.

emo nightmare😈: which number?

princey👑: ...

princey👑: 10.

emo nightmare😈: tHE MOST DANGEROUS ONE? WHAT THE FUCK, PRINCE?!

princey👑: I'm okay! Almost all of the dragon-witches are dead. Don't come looking for me.

emo nightmare😈: you go somewhere which is notorious for how dangerous it is, and you want me to not drag you back here? you're delusional.

princey👑: I told you, don't come here.

emo nightmare😈: and i told you, i'm going.

princey👑: You can't!

emo nightmare😈: i can and i will.

princey👑: You don't understand.

emo nightmare😈: then make me. tell me why i can't go - give me one good reason.

princey👑: You could get hurt.

emo nightmare😈: so could you.

princey👑: I don't want you getting hurt because of me, again. Alright?

emo nightmare😈: princey. you really think it's your fault, don't you?

princey👑: Yes. I convinced you to swim, I didn't get there in time and you almost died because of me. I hurt you, Anxiety.

emo nightmare😈: you didn't. stop saying you hurt me. it's my own fault i can't swim. it's my own fault that i fell.

princey👑: How was it yours? You can't swim, and that's fine! I should've realised and stuck by you.

emo nightmare😈: you don't understand, damn it. i made a decision that made me not want to swim ever. i leant over the side of the floatie because i wanted to see how far i could go without falling. i'm an idiot and i hate myself for making you believe that it was your fault.

emo nightmare😈: it's my fault. part of me wanted to fall in, prince.

princey👑: Anxiety... is that true? You... wanted to? But why?

emo nightmare😈: i just told you why. i hate myself. and some days i'm able to forget that, but most days i can't so shut the fuck up about it being your fault when it's my own messed up mind's.

princey👑: We need to talk.

princey👑: I'm coming back from daydream mode, don't you dare go in. Wait for me.

emo nightmare😈: prince, what? are you mad?? i'm sorry i didn't mean to make you upset and fuck i'm sorry i can't control myself and i'm sorry! please don't be mad. i'll go if you want me to and you probably do but i just want you to know i'm sorry about saying all that.

princey👑: No, no, I'm not mad. I feel like this conversation definitely needs to happen face-to-face, though. It's too important - you're too important - to have over text. Is that okay?

emo nightmare😈: um... i think? i'm still a bit nervous but that's anxiety for ya, isn't it? and forget what i said before, i freaked out. sorry.

princey👑: You don't have to apologise. And I'm not forgetting it because it needs to be addressed properly. I'm almost back by the way.

emo nightmare😈: please don't worry about me, i'm not worth it.

princey👑: Don't say that. You're 100% worth it. I will always worry.

emo nightmare😈: sorry again. for the trouble and stuff. i was supposed to be helping you and here you are, coming to help me sort through my shit.

princey👑: It's because I care.

emo nightmare😈: you shouldn't.

princey👑: I do. And I will.

emo nightmare😈: ...i don't get why but to each their own, i guess.

princey👑: Because I love you, alright?!

princey👑: As a friend, I mean.

princey👑: That was weird, sorry.

princey👑: ...Anxiety?

emo nightmare😈: i can hear you pacing, just come in. it's your room, do whatever you want.

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A/N sorryyyy for that, but I feel like I've very subtly hinted at it too much not to be addressed. Happy chapter tomorrow!