"God your eyes are so beautiful it actually hurts me to look at them because I know at some point I will have to look away," she snaps her attention over to me, which is when I realise I just said that out loud.
*TRIGGER WARNING* - anxiety attacks...
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(The next two chapters take no one's P.O.V and are more an overview of each character's feelings about the situation and how they are both acting in the present moment. So there are two short chapters)
Billie was always opinionated not in a bad way, in a way that she had a vision for everything in her life.
But it was gone.
Apart from her passion, at first glance anyway, she was perfectly fine. she performed like normal, she did interviews like normal, she walked like normal, she didn't even cry. or that's what everyone thought.
she spent all of her free time in the recording studio on the tour bus, it was where she could truly get her feelings out. she was writing, all day every day. it was a song that she wouldn't let even Finneas hear.
She cries silently at night, fearing someone will hear her. she is scared, scared of what will come. Rory made her feel alive, something she hadn't felt in s long time, and she just had that stripped from her. To everyone else she was emotionless, but really she was guarded by her own walls so well that no one knew there was anything behind them.
