emo band texts // emo quartet au

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i just got dental surgery and it's been 6 hours since the procedure finished and I tried to nap but I couldn't because of the excruciating pain but I ended falling asleep with bloody gauze in my mouth and when I woke up my gums were STILL bleeding even though the surgery ended three hours prior and my mouth was STILL numb even though the novocaine kicked in 4 hours prior and guess what? Still six hours later and I'm STILL IN EXCRUCIATING PAIN

[trigger warning // mentions of self harm]

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"What."

Ouch, Mikey.

"You're not killing yourself," I stated, walking through the door as Mikey dragged out a sigh, closing the door behind me.

"Why not."

"Why so blunt?"

"Because."

"Ouch, Mikey. Just because my wrists are cut open doesn't mean you have to pour all your goddamn salt into them..."

Mikey looked up from the ground, eyes wide as he grabbed my grabbed my left arm, examining it.

"You didn't."

"Sorry not sorry," I muttered.

"No— I don't wanna fucking hear you say sorry for something you shouldn't apologize for, I wanna hear you promise me you'll never fucking do it again."

"Why, it's not like it's about you anyways."

Mikey looked up at me with a right arched eyebrow.

"Okay, fine, it's about you, but it doesn't matter—"

"You're literally cutting your wrists. Don't fucking tell me it doesn't matter."

"Well why the fuck do you care anyways, Michael?"

"Uh— because I fucking love you and I don't wanna see you tear yourself apart."

"Hmph, maybe you shouldn't have broken up with me then."

Almost immediately after I said that, a familiar pair of lips crashed into mine, with the familiar flavor of spearmint and metal along with it that I've craved for the past ten days.

Hmm, whatever happened to that breakup, Mikey?

..not that I'm complaining

Wait WHAT THE FUCK AM I THINKING HE BROKE MY HEART

IM SUPPOSED TO HATE HIM

NO

NO

NO

NO

Yes.

NO

NO

NEVER AGAIN

NEVER AGAIN

NOPE

A few seconds later, our lips detached as we both gasped for air.

"Uhhhhhh.."

Uhhhhhh.

Best fucking line of 2018, Urie.

"I'm sorry."

"Mikey—"

"I'm sorry, Okay? I'm sorry about—"

Oh my god does this boy ever stop apologizing