5SOS Text Messages |bromances| ✓

Grey Days ::cake::

Lukey: hiiii :-)

Cal: hi

Lukey: what's up? :-)

Cal: nothing.

Lukey: are you okay?

Cal: I'm not sure

Lukey: are you hurt?

Cal: no

Lukey: are you having another one of your grey days?

Cal: yeah

Lukey: do you wanna talk about it?

Cal: not really

Lukey: I'm sorry baby

Cal: I just want them to stop

Cal: I don't want to feel this way anymore

Lukey: I know sweet heart. no one wants to ever feel that way.

Cal: I want to feel normal again Luke. I don't want to feel like this

Lukey: I'm so sorry

Lukey: please just let me set you up a doctors appointment. They could help you babe, give you medicine

Cal: I don't want medicine though.

Cal: I want to actually be happy! I don't want stupid pills tricking my brain into being happy.

Lukey: I know Calum. I wish I was enough for you to make you feel real happiness but it's obvious I'm not. It's alright to be put on medicine though. It will help, I promise. I just don't want you to feel like this all the time.

Cal: you do make me feel happy Luke. You and the lads and the fans. They all make me really happy it's just that the happiness never stays.

Lukey: I know this is hard baby but we will go through it together. You're not alone. We all want you happy again alright? But we can't help you if you don't get help from a professional, okay? I can find you a nice doctor not some 60 year old creepy man. Everything will be alright.

Lukey: you're gunna get better, I believe in you sweet heart

Cal: I'm scared Luke

Lukey: I know, but like I said you weren't along. You have me an the boys plus the fam. We all want you to get better, you just have to let us help you

Cal: I'll do it but only for you guys and the fam

Lukey: I'm so proud of you baby, don't worry we will get through this together. Everything will be fine

Cal: I love you Luke

Lukey: I love you to sweet heart

Cal: no like I don't just love you, I'm in love with you. You're the only little source of happiness I feel. Without you I probably would have given up a long time ago. You're the love of my life

Lukey: Calum, I'm in love with you too. I picture us happy and healthy together all our lives.

Cal: I love you so much

Lukey: Calum?

Cal: yes?

Lukey: Will you marry me?

Cal: right now?

Lukey: well obviously later in life when we're a little older but would you ever consider it?

Cal: fuck yes

Lukey: how about when you get better yeah? We will get married?

Cal: I would love that. So much.

Lukey: I love you so fucking much

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I didn't really know how to end this so that happened. I'm going to be posting more of these and some for my oneshot book! So check those out when I upload them pls :)