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What if I spent my lifeliving a life I thoughtwas best for me?

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What if I spent my life
living a life I thought
was best for me?

What if I spent my time
doing things I thought
would last for eternity?

What if I spent my toil
lying through chances
not meant for me?

What if I spent my while
trying to get a road
that is not my journey?

What if I told myself
that to matter is to have
a thousand people pleased?

What if I told myself
that living is perhaps
just sleep and death ceased?

What if I told myself
that tonight won't be so bad
even though it really is?

What if I told myself
all the lies just so I can still
find hope in all of this?

What if I held myself
to am esteem that I want
but never could fulfill?

What if I tied my fate
to a river that runs
and won't ever stay still?

What if I change my mind
just to grasp the things
I know I never will

What if I reach the peak
of a mountain just to know
I've only been climbing a hill?

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