Chip away at my heart
—what blood has flowed
from my veins
Shift away from my eyes
—I punish myself
in all the little waysSave me from my hands
—what selfless kindness
have I forsaken?
Love me with your
most meager haze
—I punish myself
in all the little waysA step in the dark
often taken to a
fruition of a mistake
A thought said without
care is often a grave
I'll fall in
A fixture of mind is
often a cage I lock
myself behind
A fear of silence
and being forgotten
is often a driving force
to act outLift my soul to the heavens
—what pieces of me I cut
from my binds
Change my face to
carve out a smile
—I punish myself
in all the little waysScrawl my destiny
on sands ashore
—what clue should I
have known about
where I will fall
Raze my esteem to
meager fires and daze
—I punish myself
in all the little waysSo, darling, stop me
before I kill myself
with my thoughts
—what matters of heart
would eventually
curse my days
Kill me first with my dreams
so that I wouldn't have
to punish myself
in all the little ways
YOU ARE READING
an adjournment of scars, an endearment of stitches
Poetry❝𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘧𝘢𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘥𝘨𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘴 𝘢�...