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Chip away at my heart—what blood has flowedfrom my veinsShift away from my eyes—I punish myselfin all the little ways

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Chip away at my heart
—what blood has flowed
from my veins
Shift away from my eyes
—I punish myself
in all the little ways

Save me from my hands
—what selfless kindness
have I forsaken?
Love me with your
most meager haze
—I punish myself
in all the little ways

A step in the dark
often taken to a
fruition of a mistake
A thought said without
care is often a grave
I'll fall in
A fixture of mind is
often a cage I lock
myself behind
A fear of silence
and being forgotten
is often a driving force
to act out

Lift my soul to the heavens
—what pieces of me I cut
from my binds
Change my face to
carve out a smile
—I punish myself
in all the little ways

Scrawl my destiny
on sands ashore
—what clue should I
have known about
where I will fall
Raze my esteem to
meager fires and daze
—I punish myself
in all the little ways

So, darling, stop me
before I kill myself
with my thoughts
—what matters of heart
would eventually
curse my days
Kill me first with my dreams
so that I wouldn't have
to punish myself
in all the little ways

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