How much longer
would I have to fight
destiny's claws
on my own life?How much longer
would I need to climb
this ladder set out for me
just to get a taste of heaven
people with power promised?How much longer
would I grit my teeth
against the discomfort
the pain and the death
I go through just for existing?Have I enough lifetimes
to even start to wonder?
Have I enough dreams
to last me an era of want
until the wind blows
my remnants away?How much longer
would I have to break my neck
staring up at the cloudless glory
just because I can't level
my gaze back to myself?How much longer
would I shut my mouth
and swallow all the things
people don't want to hear
from me for the first time?How much longer would
I need to live with the
uncomfortable truths
that have gripped my body
after so long—tying me
to a place I can't ever escape?Have I enough words to tell you
that I need to build myself up
because this world has
no place for broken people
or because the world
expects me to?
Have I enough chance, time,
and memory to live a life
I will never be allowed to?
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an adjournment of scars, an endearment of stitches
Poetry❝𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘧𝘢𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘥𝘨𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘴 𝘢�...