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With all the uncertaintythat life has for meI find myself preparingfor the worst so thatI won't be surprisedwhen it comes

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With all the uncertainty
that life has for me
I find myself preparing
for the worst so that
I won't be surprised
when it comes

As I walk this valley
between high mountains
of the dreams I can't reach
I am more prepared to lose
than I am to win

With all the toil promised
to me just to survive
this cruel world of
unfairness and strife
I find myself preparing
for the worst so that
I won't be caught off-guard
when it comes

As I go through the ill fate
of times and
chances long gone
I am prepared to die
more than I am to live

With all the change trespassed
and shifting dunes traveled
I find myself preparing
for the worst so that
I wouldn't have to let go
what I held so dearly
just to be hurt

As I flow through this unstable
current of life through sails
bright and dim
I am more prepared
to lose you
more than I am
to love you

So why is that?
was it because I am
prepared to cry
more than I am to laugh
or was it because I am
prepared to lie
more than I am
to tell the truth?


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