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If days could be treatedlike leaves of paperall torn and stained—how many would I haveleft and how many wouldI have thrown away?

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If days could be treated
like leaves of paper
all torn and stained
—how many would I have
left and how many would
I have thrown away?

If days could be counted
like sheaves of paper
all sheared and spent
—how many would I have
cut to pieces and
how many have I kept?

Would it mean something
if we treat our lives as leaves
of paper meant to store our
memories and aspirations
—us—just so we could remember
what it was like to have lived
so long ago?

Would it matter, love?
as we tackle the roads we took
—be it stemming or conjoined—
would it mean something
if we spill out thoughts
on the papers we treated
as days just so we could
have someone to hear
all the things we never said?

Darling, if days
could be treated
like leaves of paper
all yellow and brittle
—how many would I have
left to past and dust
and how many would I have
worshipped until now?

If days could be treated
like sheaves of paper
to hold all the grime
of my soul—lost
and unheard—
how many would I
have burned to ashes
and how many would
I have remembered
towards the grave?

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