Of all the things we outgrew
why had the belief that
we are not enough
the one that stayed?When you told me that it's over
—that you had your life together
once more—why did I believe it?Why did I hang on to
every word you say
when you're not
the best person to
keep your promises?It's not your fault, though
we are built too differently
from the love we keep
trying to emulate
—we are bound to fall
from the start so it doesn't
come as a surprise that
I wasn't chosen againStill, it's not your fault
if you think you deserve
a beautiful life without meI promised I wouldn't
hang on to anyone's words
of promise so it wouldn't hurt
when they leave me hanging
So why did I believe yours
that night when we'd drunk
our feelings away until dawn?When you told me
that you're over
—that you already had
your life together
without me—
why didn't I have
trouble believing it?Of all the things we outgrew
why had the feeling that I
didn't deserve anything more
than hearts being broken
the one that stayed?
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an adjournment of scars, an endearment of stitches
Poetry❝𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘧𝘢𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘥𝘨𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘴 𝘢�...