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Of all the things we outgrewwhy had the belief thatwe are not enoughthe one that stayed?

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Of all the things we outgrew
why had the belief that
we are not enough
the one that stayed?

When you told me that it's over
—that you had your life together
once more—why did I believe it?

Why did I hang on to
every word you say
when you're not
the best person to
keep your promises?

It's not your fault, though
we are built too differently
from the love we keep
trying to emulate
—we are bound to fall
from the start so it doesn't
come as a surprise that
I wasn't chosen again

Still, it's not your fault
if you think you deserve
a beautiful life without me

I promised I wouldn't
hang on to anyone's words
of promise so it wouldn't hurt
when they leave me hanging
So why did I believe yours
that night when we'd drunk
our feelings away until dawn?

When you told me
that you're over
—that you already had
your life together
without me—
why didn't I have
trouble believing it?

Of all the things we outgrew
why had the feeling that I
didn't deserve anything more
than hearts being broken
the one that stayed?


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