If I had known where
dreaming would take me
—I would have stopped
before I beganIf I had known how
failure of expectations
would make me feel
—I would have chipped
off the smallest happiness
I could back thenIf I had known why people
prefer those who behave
a certain way that I don't
—I would have stopped acting
to get people to like meIf I had known what message
would I be preaching or
what instinct would I be fighting
—I would have told myself
to start long agoIf I had known when I
would scrape away the wish
I held on to for so long
—I would have stopped
hoping long agoIf I had known where
dreaming would strand me
—in this barren fields of
endless hunger and death—
I would have not started
what I did nor moved from
where I beganIf I had known that what
made me feel alive
would eventually kill me
—I would have stopped
dreaming long ago
YOU ARE READING
an adjournment of scars, an endearment of stitches
Poetry❝𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘧𝘢𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘥𝘨𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘴 𝘢�...