Am I allowed to dream
of the dazzling heights
without the fear of hitting
the ground when I fail
to grasp the ledge?Am I allowed to dream
of pure love and bliss
without the fear of
being hurt and left alone
when it leaves me?Am I allowed to dream
of the painless healing
the quick stitching
and the endless fizz
of feeling
Am I allowed to dream
or am I just going
to end up breaking
myself or worse, dying?Am I allowed to dream
of the burning fire
without the fear of
burning my soul
to ash if I let it rage?Am I allowed to dream
—to walk my path
without the fear of
people's judgment
and the fear of rejection
bound to swallow me
bones, soul—all?Am I allowed to dream
of the peaceful surrender
the calm acceptance
that I am never
going to be more than
the flame dying to a sputter
and the listless memory
of the things people
will not remember
Am I allowed to dream
or am I just bound to
stay as I am—forever dreaming
too afraid to throw back
the blinds and start livingAm I allowed to dream
or am I just waiting
for the end of my yearning?
YOU ARE READING
an adjournment of scars, an endearment of stitches
Poetry❝𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘧𝘢𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘥𝘨𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘴 𝘢�...