I sat there like every other day pretending that everything was fine. Which isn't. She acts like we're fine. Like nothing is wrong. She acts like I'm nobody to her. Like I'm just her friend. We have been like this for almost two years now.
She says that she "wants" to be out to her fans but she can't because of management. She also thinks that she'll get hate. Which I understand but still she could be at least a bit less flirty.
Or not flirty at all.
There she was flirting with Shawn. Like every time he's around. She completely forgets about me and goes with him. I couldn't help but feel jealous and hurt. Mostly hurt.
I'm starting to feel like she dosent love me anymore like she's getting tired of me. Well she is two years older than me.
I looked at them and saw that she was laughing while holding his arm. He laughed and kissed her cheek. I sighed and got up leaving the room. I walked out of the house. Air something I needed right now. I felt someone behind me I turned around and saw Dinah.
"Hey I figured you needed a friend." She smiled sweetly. I smiled and nodded.
"I know what your thinking Y/NN." She says wrapping her arm around my shoulder. I felt this tingling sensation in my stomach but decided to ignore that and looked up at her confused.
"You're thinking about Camila and I know what she's doing is wrong and it's hurting you even though you say it doesn't. You say you're okay and that it dosent hurt but I could see threw that fake smile of yours." I looked down as the tears started to blur my vision.
She stopped in front of me and brought me into a hug. I wrapped my arms around her neck and cried my eyes out into her neck.
"I-I feel like she doesn't love me anymore l-like she's getting tired of me. She....She seems happier when she's with Shawn. I...I don't know what to do. I j-just feel like I'm wasting her time. Sh-she doesn't talk to me like she used to. I sh-should have kn-know this wasn't going to w-work but I was too stupid. She deserves better. I'm not pretty enough an-" I got cut off by Dinah pulling me back and looking down at me.
"Yes you are Y/N you're beautiful and worth it. Camila doesn't know what she has. She's my best friend but she's being stupid. Y/N tell her how you feel. You have to. I don't like seeing you hurt. I love your smile Y/N I want to see your real smile. The one that shows those cute dimples that I love very much." She said smiling down at me not breaking eye contact as she wiped my tears away.
I smiled through my tears she pulled me into a much needed hug. "Th-Thank you DJ." She kissed the top of my head.
We stayed seated on the bench that was in the middle of the park. Until Dinah's phone and mine started vibrating like crazy. I lifted my head from Dinah's shoulder and took my phone out. Dinah doing the same.
I looked down and saw that they were notifications from Twitter. I opened the app and saw that two trending topics #Y/S/N (with Dinah) and #Shawmilareal.
My eyes filled with tears as I saw the picture. It was picture Camila and Shawn kissing. I felt my heart break. She was smiling in the kiss. I felt Dinah pull me into a hug. I cried into her shoulder as she held on to me tighter.
How could she do this to me? She said she loved me. But she lied. She said she'll never hurt me. But she lied. She said she wouldn't be like my last relationship but she lied.
"Come on babe lets go. We don't have to go back to the house we can go your place." She stood up with me still in her arms. We started walking until some of the Harmonizers showed up.
"oh my gosh Y/N are you okay?"
"Is she okay?"
"Is Y/S/N real?"
Were some of the questions I heard. "Sorry guys but she's isn't feeling well I need to get her home. I hope y'all don't mind." I hid my face in her neck as she held on to me.
"No we don't keep her safe Dinah y'all are hella cute together!" The crowd cheered.
"Aw thanks guys. Stay safe guys." She picked me up and wrapped my legs around her waist. I wrapped my arms around her neck and buried my head in her neck.
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Dinah's POV
I wrapped my arms around her small waist and held her closer to me. I've I always loved Y/N ever since Camila introduced us to her but I kept my feelings to myself when they told the girls and I that they were dating.
I've seen the way Camila treats Y/N don't get me wrong Camila treats her okay. But I could do it way better. I love Camila I do but Camila is taking Y/N for granted.
I looked down to see that Y/N had fallen asleep. I smiled sadly and kissed her cheek. I took her keys out of her pocket and went to open the door.
I opened it and went in closing the door behind me. I carefully walked up the stairs into Y/N's room. I carefully laid her on her bed. Taking her shoes off. She instantly cuddled up to the blanket. I smiled and kissed her head. I went to walk away until I felt a small hand take a hold of my wrist.
"P-Please don't leave." She said as her voice cracked a little. I frowned and quickly laid in bed with her. She cuddled up to me laying her head on my chest. I wrapped my arm around her waist and brought her closer.
I felt her smile. I couldn't help the butterflies that I felt. The goosebumps I had. I sighed and looked down at her.
"I wish you could see how much I love you. I wish you could realize that I could treat you better." I whispered kissing her head.
"You love me?" I froze I looked at Y/N as she sat up. I gulped and looked down as I sat up as well. What the hell do I say? I kept my gaze down I felt her cup my cheeks.
"Dinah?" She said in soft gentle voice. I sighed and looked up into the beautiful Y/EC eyes that I fell in love with since the first day I laid my eyes on them.
"Yes I do but you love Camila I couldn't help but fall in love with you. You love her and I love you. I'm sorry Y/N I really am. You'll never love me like the way I- Y/N?" We both turned our heads to see Camila standing there.
Y/N looked at me apologetically. She stood up and looked at Camila. I also stood up standing beside Y/N
"Um DJ can you go I need to talk to Y/N." Camila said looking at Dinah. Before Dinah had the chance to say anything I spoke up first.
" No what ever you are going to say you could say in front of Dinah."
"Y/N I- No Dinah you're staying."
"Fine....I'm sorry Y/N but I don't love you anymore." She said looking at me with sad eyes. I sighed and looked down. I already knew but hearing her say that hurt.
I walked up to her. And pulled her into a hug she seemed hesitant but eventually hugged me back. "It's okay I kinda of figured. I hope we can still be friends." She smiled and nodded kissing my cheek.
She soon left and I looked at Dinah. I smiled slightly.
"I love you too Dinah. You make me feel something I thought Camila made me feel but she doesn't." Dinah looked at me shocked. She smiled and pulled me into a hug. I smiled and wrapped my arms around her neck.
She pulled away slightly and looked down at me. "Can I kiss you?" She asked shyly. I smiled and nodded.
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