"Y/N we need to talk." I looked up from my book to see Dinah standing there nervously. I closed my book and sat up.
"Yea sure. What's wrong?" She looked down. I felt my heart breaking slightly. Was she going to break up with me. Does she not love me anymore. Did I do something wrong?
"I-I think we-we-" She stopped to take a deep breath. I would stand up but my knees felt weak. I think she's going to break up with me.
"D-Dinah." She sighed and then looked at me. "I think we should break up." I blinked a couple times to try to not let my tears out. I looked down and my hands that were shaking. "Wh-Why? Do y-you not l-love me an-anymore?" I asked my voice cracking at the process.
"Ugh I just- I just want some time to myself." And with that she left our well, her apartment.
The tears I was so hard trying not to let out I finally let them out. I sobbed. I tried to breath but I couldn't. My sobs were preventing that. I tried to calm down. Which eventually I did.
I slowly stood up and walked upstairs to pack a bag. I don't know where I'm going. I packed my bag putting things I'd need in two bags.
I threw one over my shoulder, carried the other one picking up my pack back as well.
I wiped my tears and walked down stairs looking around and setting the extra key Dinah gave me on the counter with a letter I wrote for her.
**
I sighed as I stopped the car in front of my best friends house. Hopefully she's home.
I got out tears still falling freely. I knocked once I reached the door.
"Hey Y/- what's wrong." Lele said as she pulled me into a hug. I cried into her neck. She picked me up wrapping my legs around her waist. Caring me into the house shutting the door behind us.
"It's okay." She said rubbing my back calming me. A little bit.
"It's okay babe. Tell me what's wrong." I hiccuped. "D-Dinah broke u-up with me." I whispered into her neck.
"What?! Why?" I shrugged. "She didn't tell you why?" I sighed. "She said she wanted space and then she left." I whispered. My face still buried in her neck.
"If she let go like that. She never deserved you. You deserve someone who will hold on to you and never let you go. Someone who will be there for you no matter what." She held on to me tighter.
"Get some sleep babe. I'll be here when you wake up." I nodded and tried to get up to lay on couch so I wouldn't bother her. But she held on to me tighter. "Stay here." She whispered. I nodded got comfortable.
I felt myself get sleepy. So I let the darkness take over.
**
It's been two months since Dinah broke up with me. She got together with this guy. His name is Danny.
She broke up with me to be with him.
And that hurts.
"Hey you okay." I looked up from my piano to see Lele standing there. I nodded.
"Yes I'm fine. Just getting ready to record a song." I smiled slightly. She's been there here for me and I'm glad.
"Can I watch?" She asked I smiled and nodded. She set up the camera and smiled giving me the thumbs up.
"Hi guys I'm going to be signing a song I wrote and I hope y'all like it."
I took a deep breath and started playing the piano.
Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute, it's love
And, suddenly, it's like a battlefield
One word turns into a war
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you're gone
I'm out here without a shield, can't go back, now
Both hands tied behind my back for nothing, oh no
These times when we climb so fast to fall, again
Why we gotta fall for it, now
I never meant to start a war
You know, I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like
Can't swallow our pride
Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mm
If we can't surrender
Then, we're both gonna lose we have, oh, no
Both hands tied behind my back for nothing (nothing) oh no
These times when we climb so fast to fall, again
I don't wanna fall for it, now
I never meant to start a war
You know, I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Better go and get your armor
(get your armor) get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your armor
(get your armor) get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your
We could pretend that we are friends, tonight (oh)
And, in the morning, we wake up, and we'd be alright
Cause, baby, we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
I guess you better go and get your armor
I never meant to start a war
You know, I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
I guess you better go and get your armor
(get your armor) get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your armor
(get your armor) get your armor (get your armor)
Why does love always feel like (oh, oh)
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for
I smiled as I wiped my tears away. "Well I hope you liked it. I love you bye." Lele than stopped recording and came towards me. She sat next to me and wiped my tears away.
"She doesn't deserve your tears. Everything will be alright. You'll see." She kissed my cheek and pulled me closer to her.
I hope so.
**
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