“So uhm… I’m going out… bye.” Tony mumbled, grabbing his hoodie off the floor and heading toward the door. No one acknowledge him leaving, no one really felt like breaking the awkward silence. Everyone’s eyes just followed him out the door, out into the darkness. Kellin felt Maya’s knees get pressed against his thigh as she snugged up into Mike’s shoulder. He couldn’t help but smile at how perfect they were, how much he cared for her. Mike pried his eyes from the TV and kissed his girlfriend on the forehead, brushing her hair out of her eyes. Kellin looked over at Vic, who was watching them as well. Pushing himself off the couch Kellin made his way over to Vic; who was leaning against the counter picking at his nails and watching his brother.
Kellin leaned back against Vic, nearly forcing him to put his arms around him. Vic gladly obliged to, wrapping his arms around Kellin’s waist and tangling his thumbs into his belt loops. Both the boys’ troubles began to slowly drift out of view as they became engulfed in each other’s company, watching the movie without really focusing on the plot. Everyone was focused on each other, Mike on Maya, Vic on Kellin, hell even Tony was out with his girl. Jaime seemed unaware to the coupling around him, but with a quick glance around and a sigh every few minutes it became painfully obvious that he wasn’t blind. Jaime felt the sting of loneliness on tour just had everyone else always had, but that seemed to have changed this time. One night stands and strippers just weren’t cutting it now that everyone was nearing thirty, they were growing up.
-- 3:16am—
Kellin looked up from the couch at Tony; who was stumbling in the door laughing with a small blonde on his arm. He stopped and pushed; who Kellin assumed to be Kimberley, behind him. “Oh hey Kellin. Uhmm… Are you the only one up?” he asked, trying hard to hide the growing stick in his pants. Kellin gave Tony a confused glare but nodded his head and stood up saying, “The couch is yours.”
As soon as Kellin had shut the dividing door and rolled into bed with Vic he heard Tony tearing his clothes off, followed by the girl giggling in between high pitched squeals. Kellin didn’t mind though, he found it actually kinda cute that Tony could make a girl laugh even right before he had sex with her. He truly was the secret ladies man, a suave little turtle. Kellin laughed to himself, suave little turtle. Rolling over he wrapped his arms around Vic’s shoulders, causing him to mumble lowly in his sleep. Kellin pulled Vic back toward him, “Night babe.” He whispered, snuggling into his shoulder.
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“Hey Mike baby, are you awake?” Maya whispered, rubbing Mike’s hands that were wrapped securely around her waist, the very tips of his fingers just below her pantie line. “mmmmhmmm.” Mike groaned, pulling Maya closer to his chest. “Well; baby, I really wanna talk to you about some pretty serious things, you know.” Maya tried to turn her neck to see Mike but he was nearly on top of her. Maya waited a few seconds until she felt her boyfriends breath deepen. She let out a deep sigh and rolled over into his arms, wrapping her arms around his neck and gently kissing him on the nose. She loved just snuggling into his chest, she was only away from him for a few weeks and she felt like it had been forever. Going her whole life without someone to protect her, having someone like Mike was a whole new world. “I love you.” Mike whispered harshly. Maya smiled and whispered back “I love you too.” Thinking that was the end of the night Maya let herself relax into his arms, letting her body go limp.
-- 11:26am--
Kellin twisted awake to find Vic’s face pressed against his chest. “Vic you gotta get off.” Kellin groaned, using his free arm to push Vic’s head away. “Vic, I’m gonna pee on you.” He pried, slowly feeling his body become fuzzy as he fell back into his dreams.
-- 1pm—
Vic felt hot and suffocated, causing him to bolt upward and nearly fall off the side of the cot. He didn’t really know when Kellin had climbed into bed with him, but he bet that was one of the reasons why he was so hot all of a sudden. Vic bucked his knees forward; kicking off all the blankets to his feet. ‘ugh I’m so hot!’ Vic thought over and over while he rolled over, and over. He ended up rolling right into Kellin, hoping to wake him up so they could take a shower or something, but instead kellin just flung a lifeless arm his way and pressed his face into the pillow. “Nooooo.” He moaned, this was their last day before they had to start doing shows every night and kellin wanted to sleep through it. “C’mon Kells, We really aughta shower and this venue isn’t supplying a lot of amenities.” Vic urged, while slowly rubbing the tired singers forearm with two of his fingers. That got him up, “Are you saying we are going to have to share the water?” he asked with a flirty tone; while rolling over to face his boyfriend.
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Vic took Kellin by the shoulders and shoved him against the cold glass door, pressing his lips to the top of his collar bones. The singer gasped for air his body shaking as Vic’s hands fell from his shoulders to his hips. “V-vic are you , mmmh, s-s-sure we’re ready for, ah, this?” Kellin stuttered. Vic pulled away from the quivering singer. “Kells do you want to or not?” vic had been waiting for this for awhile but they always seemed to find some excuse not to. Kellin bit his lip and nodded his head. Wiping the fog from the glass door he peered through the doorless bathroom entrance checking again to make sure no one was on the bus. “Okay come on.” Kellin whined turning around and bracing his fore arms on the wall. Vic sighed and stood behind him, running rough hands slowly from his hips to his ribs.
Vic took a deep breath and tried to line him self up with Kellin’s entrance, the warm water pouring over both of them. This was it, this was that moment that both of them knew would have to come eventually. Vic took in a deep breath, remembering how simple everything was before this moment. Standing in that shower behind the man he loved was one of the hardest things he ever had to do even though it should have just been something simple. Vic was a guy he would want to be dominant, but it wasn’t some girl who was supposed to have him inside her, it was Kellin. He knew this was going to hurt him, he didn’t know how much but he guessed it wasn’t going to be pleasant the first couple of times this happened, but being in the shower probably helped a lot. Vic didn’t want to think about this anymore, kellin was probably in agonizing anticipation for this, not a pleasuring anticipation either. Judging by the way he was shaking he was just as scared as Vic was.
Vic took a tight grip on Kellin’s waist and thrusted himself forward, into his boyfriend. The unprepared singer moaned out and his entire body twitched in shock. Kellin gasped for air and pressed his forehead to the wall as Vic thrusted into him over and over, moaning out almost every time he re-entered him. Vic’s nails dug deeper into Kellin’s sides and he couldn’t help but start screaming his name, “Vic! UHH!”
Vic felt the pain of this almost as intensely as Kellin did, he didn’t know if he was moaning out in pain or pleasure. He didn’t wait to finish, he couldn’t, he pulled out and ran his hands up Kellin’s shaking spine. “I’m really sorry Kells….. I ju-“ Kellin cute him off with a quivering moan, “No don’t, don’t stop.” Vic was taken off guard, he thought for sure Kellin would have given anything to end it. “Vic, don’t stop.” Kellin repeated, waiting for Vic to return to him. “Kellin, you don’t have to let me do this you know……” Vic whispered, still running his hands up and down Kellin’s spine. “No, I know. I want to. C’mon keep going I can take it.” Kellin wasn’t going to ruin this, he rand his fingers through his hair and pressed his forehead to the wall, preparing for it this time. Vic took Kellin by the hips once more and slowly twisted him back to him, Kellin sighed and tensed up as Vic slid into him.
“Kellin I can’t do this! I can’t put you through this!” Vic half yelled; pulling out and leaning against the opposite wall. Kellin pushed himself away from the wall and pressed his wet body to Vic’s; the warm water now getting cool as it fell over them. Kellin left no space in between him and his boyfriend as he forced his lips against Vic’s. This Vic could do easily, rock his hips against his naked boyfriend while he kissed him deeply and passionately. Vic twisted his finger up into Kellin’s hair, feeling his warmth and letting them connect with each other. The electricity that flowed through him when he kissed that boy was enough to stop his heart. “I love you so much, I can’t hurt you.” Vic breathed, pulling is lips away. Hot air rushed in and out of his lungs as he began to feel just how cold the water was that was now rushing around them. “I think we better put some clothes on before everyone gets back.” Kellin whispered in between gasps for air.
