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Thirty nine

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Harry's lips continue to move with mine and my whole body is on fire. Harry loves me. He loves me! I can't even describe how happy I am in this moment. When he told me he didn't love me means that he must have been lying. I wonder why he would lie though. I suppose that it was against his "rules", but I kind of feel like there's something more to it.

"Harry?" I breathe into his mouth and he only groans before pressing his body deeper into mine. I moan from our lower contact and he moves towards my neck which makes it hard to concentrate on what I want to say.

"Harry.. how can you..." I stutter from the sensation on my skin. "Why did you lie."

He removes himself from my neck and presses his forehead against mine before closing his eyes and letting out a deep breath. "I didn't want to love you."

"Why?"

"I couldn't love another human." Another. By another does he mean Aurora?

"Aurora?" I quesiton, afraid that he'll blow up at the mention of her name. His eyes shoot open and he frowns before moving away from my body. I knew I shouldn't have said anything. I feel empty without his body close to mine. He moves towards the middle of his room and I shift uncomfortably on my feet, by the door.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have mentioned her."

"No, I'm happy you did." He says and I look up to him, confused. He takes a few steps towards me and I straighten up myself on the door. He stays a few feet away and I gulp down, nervous of what's going to happen.

"You are?"

"Yes. You need to know, Ellie that I was in love before. Something happened and I got crushed into a million pieces because I made the stupid decision of letting a human give me feelings." He runs a hand through his hair. I can tell he doesn't want to be talking about this, but I'm glad he is. I really want to know what happened with Aurora.

"What happened?" I ask even though I really shouldn't.

"I don't want to talk about it. Can we just move past it and can you just accept the fact that I love you and I'm an idiot for trying to hide it?"

I stand quiet, not really knowing what to say. I really want to know what happened between him and Aurora. I know it's none of my business, but I need to know.

"Did she cheat on you or something?" I laugh, making a guess. He chuckles a little which makes me relieved that he's not mad I'm pushing the subject.

"No, nothing like that. Please, can we move on?" He takes a step towards me, closing the sace between us. He places one of his hands on my waist and the other on my cheek. "All I care about is you." He says before leaning in and igniting the fire once again. I decide to drop the subject and just focus on Harry. I suppose it's his descion whether to tell me about it or not. I just hope that it's not anything to bad. If she didn't cheat then what happend?

Harry's tongue guides in my mouth and I moan when he twirls it around with mine. My hands fly up to his hair and I grab onto the long curled pieces, yearning for more of him. I can feel my insides calling for his touch and I let out a whimper when he grabs under my thighs and lifts me onto to him, pressing my back against the wall. His lips move towards my neck and my eyes stay glued shut as I focus on the pleasure building throughout my body.

"I want you, Ellie." He says into my ear and I'm nervous of his words. I've never done anything other than kiss and I have no idea what to do. Harry has probably had tons of sex and has many expierence with other vampires and slaves while I have none.

"I know you're a virgin though, so we don't have to rush." He says before kissing my mouth again. I let out a small moan as his hands go under my shirt and make contact with my skin. I want him too. More than anything I'm just scared.

"I wouldn't know what to do" I laugh after pulling away from his kiss. He slowly sets me back down onto the ground before showing a small smile.

"Oh, I know what I want to do" He smirks and my cheeks instantly blush. I don't know what to say, so I go into kiss him again. He reacts by kissing me harder and grabbing onto me tighter.

"Show me" I say, not being able to say no to him, even though I don't know what I'm doing. Esmay told me once, that loosing your virginity hurts. I hope she's wrong.

Harry looks at me more serious than I've every seen him. It's not a stern serious, more like he's looking into my soul, making my breathing staggered. He's so beautiful and he doesn't even have to try. He brings his hand up my cheek and moves the hair out of my face before doing the same on the other side.

"You're so beautiful" He says my hands slowly grab onto the hem of his shirt. He looks down at my hand as I slowly begin the pull the shirt up. His pale stomach shows, and my mouth waters at just the slightest amount of his skin exposed. I remove the shirt completely, with some of his help and it falls to the ground beside us. I take a step closer to him and run my hands up his stomach towards his pecks. His eyes close and I can tell his breathing is starting to pick up. He enjoys as my hands explore his body again like I've done before. I place my hand on his cheek and he slowly flutters his eyes before completely opening them.

A small gasp comes from my mouth as I see a new color spread on his irises. The red color that has always shown before is now a light green, almost matching mine. They're so beautiful I can't look away. He lets out a breath before closing his eyes and pressing his cheek further into my hand.

"They're beautiful. Why do you hide them?" I say, making him open his eyes again.

"I don't want to open my feelings. I can't" He says and I can see how vulnerable he really is, now that the red color has vanished.

"You can with me." I smile before moving into kiss him agian. His arms wrap around my waist as our kissing picks up a little speed. "I love you."

"I love you" He breaths before finding the bottom of my shirt and pulling it over my head. It piles itself on top of his and he brings his mouth to mine again before leading me backwards towards the bed, without breaking our kisses. We reach the end of the bed and I fall back onto it, bringing him down with me. I loose contact of his lips as I stand up on my elbows and he hovers over me with his knees.

He watches me as I slowly slither myself backwatds and he follows me at the same pace until we are at the pillows of the bed. My head indents itself as Harry presses his lips to mine. His hands find the button to my pants and he looks at me, making sure it's okay before unbuttoning them. I give him a nod before connecting our lips together agian. I can feel myself getting more ready for him as he slides the pants down my smooth legs. I'm happy my bra and panties match. The white lace makes my skin look a lot nicer and I really want to look nice for Harry.

"So sexy" He mutters before kissing my stomach. My hips arch as I press myself more into him and I moan his name, making him smirk on my skin.

He moves his hands to the hem of my underwear and I can feel myself getting ready for him more and more.

Before he could tug them all the way down, a harsh banging occurs on the door. We bother look towards the knocking and he glances at me before standing up from the bed, leaving me feeling empty.

The knocking occurs again, this time harsher than before. "Im coming!" He yells harshly before picking up his shirt and throwing it back on. Seeing that he's answering the door i hurriedly pick up my pants and slide them up my legs. He opens the door slightly and I run to my shirt before placing it over my head.

I stay far away behind Harry and out of sight for the person behind the door.

"What is it? I have a phone for a reason. You call me when--"

"Harry, it's bad." The person interrupts him. I recognize the voice to be Michael.

"What's wrong?" Harry turns a little concerned. I come behind Harry and move my head, so that I can see Michael. Harry turns to me and I notice that his eyes are red again. He rolls them at me and I'm a little upset. I wish he would just always have them
Green.

"Come downstairs. Something bad has happened" Michael says and I become very
nervous. He looks very flustered. I hope nothing to serious is going on.