New Desires

Chapter 15

      Fuck, Zara is gonna be here in 10 minutes. I'm fucking shaking right now. Damien is finally getting a chance to meet her and I'm praying on everything good in this world that he doesn't make a fool out of me.  I put my hair up in a high ponytail and slipped on my spaghetti strap black floral dress- pairing it with a black crossbody bag and my black boots. My brother came out to say goodbye to me before i took off.

     "Gross, Damien." I release my grips around his body from the previous hug. "You sprayed way too much cologne."

     "What? No way, i always smell like this." He sniffs his shirt and shrugs it off.

      "Promise me you wont embarrass me infront of her."

      "She REALLY likes this girl." Imogen adds on.

      "Hey now." I point at her. "Promise me, Damien."

      "I cant, its in my nature."

      There's a knock at the door. My heart immediately begins to pick up speed and the room begins to spin. I look between Damien and Imogen, frozen in a panic. Fuck, do i check how i look? Do i just open it? What if i open it and its not her?

     "Oh my god, ill open the door." Imogen jumps up for me- knowing just what i was thinking.

     Before i know it, there she is in all of her glory. I know I've met her before, but, it still amazes me that she's so... real. She greets Imogen and they catch up for a minute as i stared at her from a bit of a distance. She notices me looking,but, just smiles at me for a moment while she talked to Imogen.

     "Hi Princess," She smiles, pulling me in and cupping my face for a greeting kiss.

     "Hi." I blush at her.

     Damien's jaw is on the floor at this point. He just stares at her- harder than i did. His head is cocked forward and his eyes havent blinked once.

    "I missed you." She rubs my cheek with her thumb.

    "I missed you too." I look back over at Damien. "This is my brother, Damien."

     She noticed his shocked state and lets out a slight laugh. "Nice to meet you."

      His eyes grew wider.

     "Okay then." She laughs and turns back to me. "Ready to go?"

     "Yep." I grab my my suitcase and try to take it out myself,but, she grabs it from me and walks me out.

     "I'm walking you guys out!" Imogen follows close behind us.

Imogen follows us to the car- Damien tags along. Zara throws my bags in the backseat and waits for me to finish saying my goodbyes. I hug Imogen, tears soaking both of our shirts from one another. She wiped a tear as she 'threatened' Zara to treat me well. Then Damien. He squeezed me tighter than he ever had before, and i know my leaving is really hurting him on the inside. I hope that when he gets inside he sees the teddy bear i left on his bed. I've had it since i was 12. He won it for me at an arcade after i spent all my tokens trying to get it myself and he spent all of his just for it. I think that was the only thing we walked out with when we left that place. After we parted and Zara got back in the car after opening my door, it was now time to leave everything i knew and start anew.

Zara reaches for my hand, "You okay?"

"Yeah, I'm just nervous and I'm gonna miss them a lot." I sigh, resting my head on her arm.

"You'll be okay. I promise." She kisses my hand.

     We talked about all the possibilities and plans we wanna make for when i move in. First, i move in. Next, we're gonna spend the first couple of days training and now she wants to take me on a date before i officially start classes.  This is gonna be our first date living with each other. For the first hour of driving we caught up on our weeks. She flew out to California for a photo shoot and then right back and had a few sessions with her other subs before she came out to get me. I told her about my boring week packing and spending time with my brother and Imogen. I even told her how Damien flipped out when he found out it was her that i had been seeing. How "his jaw practically dropped to the floor" when he saw her. She was in a state of shock knowing that she actually had any influence in people's lives.