New Desires

Chapter 29

      Zara's POV

     What the fuck just happened? I'm looking down at Blair right now, who legitimately just passed out after telling me something I've been dying to hear. I snap out of my complete state of shock when Jas walks into the room.

     "Hey! I cleaned up a bit in there. Can I grab the clothes real quick before I hop in the shower?" She asks.

     "Uh- um, yeah- in.. In the closet. Take whatever." I respond.

     "For someone who just had a pretty intense threesome, you sure don't seem that happy." She notes.

     "I'll tell you later. After we both shower. You can use the one in the guest bedroom downstairs." I tell her.

     She gives me a thumbs up and goes into my closet to grab her clothes. I look down at the sleeping woman in my bed. The absolute love of my life. I know- i know, its cliche. It's basic, ordinary- but, I don't care. I found her. My favorite person. I mean for fucks sake, she just had a Bdsm threesome with me and my best friend- and from what I can tell, she loved it. I can't help but smile at the peace of mind I feel when I know she's safe and sound. And with me. I walked into my bathroom and start the water to make sure its warm before I go in after picking out my clothes. I know I'm not doing anything for the rest of the day besides taking Jas home so I settled for a pair of white sweatpants and a white sports bra.

     I did everything I could as quietly as I could. Once i hopped out the shower i got dressed, did my skin care a bit. I knew I'd get out of the shower before Jas, so I did what i normally would do when I'm up while Blair sleeps. Instead of coffee, I made her a lavender tea with honey and two scoops of sugar- just how she likes it. I also brought up a pack of two of her favorite cookies and carrots and hummus because I know her- If I don't give her the vegetables, she won't eat it and I'll be damned if my girlfriend doesnt take care of her body even a little bit. I made one last trip downstairs to grab a bottle of water and went back up to leave it on the night stand.

     "You are so in love with her." I turned around to see Jasmine standing behind me in the doorway drying her hair in my oversized t-shirt and shorts.

    "And I'm proud of it." I respond. "Come on, lets go, I dont wanna wake her."

     We walked downstairs together, deciding on sitting in the kitchen for a moment while I grabbed some carrots and hummus for us to snack on and made the both of us some tea as well- although, I had Jas prepare hers herself.

     "So," Jas begins. "Blair's fun. Can't believe she was actually down for the threesome- I couldn't tell if she was being serious or not."

     "Honestly, me either. but, It was fun. If anyone's gonna dom my girlfriend with me, I'm glad it was you." I finish setting up my tea and turn around to place it on the counter so I could face Jas as we spoke.

     "She can handle a lot for someone who just got into this thing, I'm pleasantly surprised at her tolerance."

     "She's had a lot of training." I admit. I trained her a lot more before we got busy, but, things happen and schedules don't always align. I am just glad I've been able to go to bed with her by my side almost every night- would be every night if I didn't travel so much sometimes.

     "Have you told her?"

     "Told her???" I question.

     "That you love her, stupid." Jas responds, blowing on her tea.

    I rolled my eyes, "Yeah, I did."

     "And..?"

     "I said it first- a little while ago. She told me just now right before she passed out." I answer honestly. I look down at my tea, blowing before i took my first sip of it.