I Don't Want This Reincarnation [2]

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「Memory. Is that all you need?」

「Yeah. It's a great value because it gives us not only past memories but also memories that you will experience in the future.」

Elohim, who once again looked toward me, continued the explanation.

「So we'll increase the number of help we can give you. Even if time goes back, we all remember it, so if you want help, just call us in a dream.」

「It's not bad.」

「Keep in mind, kid.」

Elohim's golden eyes gleamed with light.

「No matter how much we help, we cannot do anything to save the dead or harm other lives.」

His expression of concern was deeply etched into Cheon Sa-yeon's heart.

「Think carefully and decide. You're now... not living a normal time.」

Not living a normal time meant not to dwell too much on the death of those around you. As time goes by, they would be alive anyway.

「But other than that, I can help as much as possible. Things like getting information or giving items. What's more difficult than that...」

「We'll pay the price for you.」

Cheon Sa-yeon's gaze turned to Elahah. Cheon Sa-yeon, who had been staring at him for a moment with an unknown expression, asked.

「You're not just saying this to save the world.」

Elahah's eyes twisted sadly.

「Are you feeling guilty?」

「...yeah.」

Elohim took Elahah's hand and opened his mouth instead.

「It all started with our sins, so we must pay the price.」

「Originally, you don't have to go through this kind of pain like everyone else, Cheon Sa-yeon, but...」

It was unexpected even for Elohim and Elahah that Kali tried to use a human being called Cheon Sa-yeon as her own hands by forcibly awakening him. That he would turn down Kali's offer and the whole world would be locked in time.

「Even if you resent us, I fully understand. Rather, it would be natural.」

At Elohim's words, Cheon Sa-yeon gave a complicated smile.

「But you don't.」

「Should I be resentful?」

Cheon Sa-yeon remembered Samael, who was born out of his useless sympathy. As a result, there were many victims being mental controlled.

If he had killed Cheon Je-heon without avoiding it then, would something have been different? At least, there might have been no people who were being manipulated by others to take their own lives.

「That's not your problem.」

「Well.」

After reading Cheon Sa-yeon's thoughts, Elohim spoke with a sign of regret, but it didn't reach Cheon Sa-yeon.

「I made a similar mistake, so I understand a little. This's not the time to sit down resenting someone.」

I raised my head and looked at Cheon Sa-yeon.

Right. Cheon Sa-yeon was such a guy. He was the same as when he was a child and now. He was the one who chose to move forward, no matter how much he suffered from it after going through irrational and painful things.