Spade (MxM)

Chapter 145

After going back and forth, Nate finally agreed for Spade to teach him how to use a gun, and he picked a black shiny pistol for his first weapon of choice, taking it from the stacks of weapons on the wall, Nate stumbled back slightly a bit as he didn't expect the weapon to be so heavy for such a tiny thing.

It was very cold too, he stood watching it, blinking and thinking about how fast everything was moving for him, a few months ago he was still this very lost, scared and lonely young man, and now he was holding a fucking gun in his boyfriend's gun range, wow.

"What is it"? He heard Spade's velvety and throaty voice behind him, making him tense up as Spade's one arms wrapped around his torso, pulling his back pressed against Spade's front.

"It's so cold and heavy" he muttered and Spade just hummed, slowly beginning to nestle his face into Nate's neck.
He badly wanted to drop the pistol and chicken out, Spade could see the uncertainty and doubt in his eyes, he turned Nate to face him, resting his hands in a sweet way on Nate's hips

"Hey, it's just a gun okay" he muttered, Nate looked into his eyes, blinking twice before he spoke up

"It's just a gun but it kills people" he whispered and Spade just sighed out before he took Nate's free hand In his

"I know how you feel about this but it's not something we can skip or overlook" he muttered, Nate sighed out before he nodded

"Okay"

"Okay" Spade muttered to him, before he led Nate with him to one of the posts, Nate understood perfectly well what Spade was talking about, he knew Spade wouldn't always be there to protect him, he learnt that a long time ago, you have to stand up for yourself in some cases, if not all.

But this whole gun thing, he felt a little bit wrong about it, he'd never liked violence or weapons, growing up the way he did, things like that scared him because he'd seen the destruction they usually caused whenever they were involved.

Spade was trying to get him to put on a good stance, showing him how the gun works, safety and how to put bullets, when the doors flew open and a very frustrated and disheleved Matteo walked into the gun range, and a very cheerful and smiling Stefano followed behind him.

Nate furrowed his brows looking at both of them
"Matteo"? Spade called out and the blonde just walked over to one of the shelves and rested his back on it
"How'd you know I was here and why is he here"? He asked pointing to Stefano, who just frowned slightly

Matteo sighed out and looked at Stefano before he looked at Spade back "the guys outside told me you came in here, I checked the gym and you weren't there so figured you'd be here" Matteo explained "and he's the reason I'm here, can you tell him to stop following me, he followed me to the club and kept hovering around me, asking stupid and meaningless questions" Matteo gritted the last part out.

Stefano still had the smile on his face, Spade looked at him and cocked his brows
"Is that true"? Stefano just shrugged

"Well yes and no, i wasn't hovering around him, I was only checking to see if he was okay, dude's just recovering from a gunshot wound and he's already up and running" Stefano said matter-of-factly, his eyes landing on Matteo who rolled his eyes, almost as if he would pluck them out

"What's it to you if I'm fine or not, just stop bugging me" Matteo groaned out and Stefano just shook his head and started walking towards Nate, completely ignoring Matteo and Spade, tunning out their conversation as he stopped in front of Nate, narrowing his eyes at the young man

"You don't talk too much do you"? He asked and Nate furrowed his brows and stared up at him, his eyes landed on the gun in Nate's hand and he nudged his head towards it "is that yours"? He asked and Nate looked at the gun