So I go back to college on Sunday. I've been in college for three years and this is the first time I have not wanted to go back. There was the issue with my roommate who made fun of me bc I like the boys. Then there was another one who did the same thing but she lied to me about it. My last two roommates made it a point to try to get me to open up and trust them which is not something that I do. I struggle with depression more then I lead on and they insisted on trying to get me to open up. One day one of the girls decided she didn't want to deal with it anymore so she just stopped talking to me. I'm sitting here laying in bed thinking about all this and it's causing me unneeded anxiety. I wanted to put out my frustration so I could get it off my chest. I'm not ready to go back and face all of that over again. I'm going to do my best to update somewhat regularly when I get back. Knowing that there are people who like what I do gives me something to feel good about. So thank for the the continued support and your kind words. Good luck for the rest of you going back to school as well. I'll have a new story up tomorrow.
