Blue eyes [Teen wolf/Derek Hale]

Ch13 - Talk

"But... your eyes are also blue right? Does that mean something? Have you killed someone?"

His eyes turned cold and he grabbed me by my arm. I had no idea what he was doing but I got dragged along. I tried to resist but he was way too strong.

I followed him to a room I hadn't seen yet and he threw me inside. I heard the lock turn and he walked away. 

The room was dark and there was literally nothing in it. I got up from the floor and sat against one of the walls. 

I need to get out of here.

Stiles and Scott captured me because they wanted to find something out.

Derek and Peter found something out and because of it they captured me.

I still can't trust anyone.

I tried to open the door but it wouldn't budge. Nothing I did worked. I thanked myself for not being claustrophobic since the room was quite small. 

I had nothing to do so I thought about training some more. 

I focused on my fears. After a few tries I managed to feel the eye thingy again. What I didn't think about was how I would shift back.

I tried a few things. I tried to focus on my fears again, I tried to get mad, I tried to focus on different people. I began with Stiles since he'd been my friend for such a long time. Then I tried to think of Derek since he'd helped me train. I even thought of my dad.

Nothing worked.

I began to panic. What if I couldn't shift back on my own? I quickly pushed that thought aside and tried to focus again.

Eventually I began to focus on my breathing. It was a yoga exercise I'd once read in a book. Every time I got angry back home, I'd used it. I back so good at it that I didn't even needed it anymore.

It took me a long time to shift back.

I focused on my own heartbeat and heart it going down. The pounding subsided and my claws were gone. 

I kept repeating it over and over again and I must say:

I suck at it.

I must've fallen asleep at some point because I got woken up by the door slamming open. It was still dark in the room and even though I could see better now, I'd just woken up so I couldn't see who it was. I was instantly awake and I crawled back until my back hit the wall.

"Geez what did you do to her?" I heard Peter say.

"I didn't do anything." Derek answered.

"Okay since you're my newest beta, I think it's time that we're gonna have to talk." Peter began.

They locked me up to talk to me?

"Who did you kill?"

I frowned.

"I haven't killed anyone." 

"You see, that's the thing with werewolves." he said while grabbing my arm. He pulled me out as Derek had done before and dragged me to the couch.

"You see this color?" he asked me and his eyes changed color. They were a vibrant bright red color.

I nodded and he continued. "Our eye color means something. There are three different ones. Red ones like mine means alpha also the only rank who can create a new werewolf. Are you familiar with the werewolf ranks?" 

I nodded. Alpha was the leader of the pack then you had his beta's who were basically everyone in his pack and then there were omega's or rogues. They were lone wolves without a pack.

"Okay. After red there are also blue like Derek's and yellow. The color your eyes should be."

I frowned again. "What does yellow mean?"

"Yellow is the normal color. It's blue which has a story. Werewolves with blue eyes have killed someone."

I took the information in. "But..." I said after a long pause "I seriously haven't killed anyone!" 

Peter looked at Derek.

"Remember what I told you? She's immune to the technique."

Oh the lying thing. Dammit I shouldn't have told them!

"It only works when I try to lie. Just listen." I said and they obeyed.

"I have killed someone. I have never killed anyone." 

I knew that you could fool anyone by believing in your lies so it might also work the other way around?

Derek looked at me like he believed me but Peter was still skeptical.

"It was vague." he stated.

"I didn't do it! Why are my eyes blue?!" I suddenly began to grasp the situation and even though it was only an eye color, I still began to freak out.

Before I knew it I felt my fangs in my mouth and my claws in my flesh. The coldness was around my eyes again and I looked up at them. 

Derek got ready to stop me but Peter began to inspect me like a science project. 

I focused on my heartbeat again and slowly but steadily I shifted back. It took me a while though.

They both stared at me in thoughts until Derek opened his mouth.

"You have to ask Scott's help."

"What? Why?" I immediately asked. I was against that idea. I'd spend the last few hours convincing myself to forgive them since they were just 'interested' in me because I was 'new'. And I barely managed to forgive them! Now I'm supposed to ask him for help?!

"His boss might know something."

"Why can't we just ask his boss directly?" I tried but Derek stared at Peter.

"Because he doesn't like us anymore."

I felt that there was some sort of story behind that but I didn't press the matter. I had to go back to school tomorrow.

Peter stood up and turned to Derek. "Give her somewhere to sleep." and he wandered off. He walked up the stairs, also somewhere I hadn't explored yet. It kinda felt like a 'don't enter' zone.

Derek looked at me and pointed at the couch.

"Are you scared of me?" I asked him quietly.

He looked up "No." he said while looking a bit mockingly.

I looked away and laid on the couch. He walked off and I decided to just go to sleep. I kept my face towards the room and closed my eyes.