Blue eyes [Teen wolf/Derek Hale]

Ch48 - It's all about control

"My heart didn't skip a beat..." I repeated softly.

Dammit.

DAMMIT.

Why am I so stupid? Well it's not a big deal anyway. It's not like they know that I have blue eyes. Calm down.

Also something I forgot to tell them. At first I didn't wanted to overwhelm them but then I realized that I also couldn't just randomly go up to them and say

Oh right, I have blue eyes.

So I got stuck between 'I should've told them' and 'They'll find out eventually'.

"Yeah. When you're good at lying you have these little tricks..." I explained poorly.

"Good at lying... Why are you good at lying?"

My god can I please turn on my brain? I kinda need it right now.

"Scott."

"Yeah?"

I looked him straight in the eyes. "If you don't convince everyone to leave me the fuck alone, then I'm not responsible for ripping someones head off."

He looked a bit confused for a second so I clarified. "Scott, I'm really close to killing someone if I can't be left alone."

Scott eventually ran a bit slower to his friends and left me to run on my own. I could finally get myself to calm down a bit. I felt the wind and decided to just focus on that for the rest of the class.

It worked.

After an hour we were all walking back to the locker room. I'd eavesdropped on most of the people in our class. After about 15 minutes, my scars weren't the subject anymore. But as soon as we were inside the locker room, it was back. The girls immediately began to come up with theories again.

It wasn't as bad as before but it still annoyed the shit out of me. I quickly got dressed and waited in front of my locker. After five to ten minutes everyone appeared at my locker. Apparently they'd planned everything and knew where to go.

I got in the back of Stiles's car together with Isaac. And no offense to Stiles's jeep... but it was horrible. One of my fears is when people get too close to me. Stiles's had to drive with Scott next to him and Isaac and me in the back. It was way too crowded for my liking.

"Are you okay back there?" Scott asked obviously after hearing my heartbeat.

"Yeah. I'm okay." I said while pulling up my knees to my chest and wrapping my arms around it. I focused on just breathing. Normal. Steady. Breathing.

It didn't really work but it did prevent me from getting even more worked up. After about 20 minutes of driving Stiles stopped. I looked outside. I'd expected them to take me to Derek's loft.

Ah shit, did they kidnap me again?

They're not seriously considering to try to help me by doing this right? I mean I already found out that they can be really stubborn but I expected them to have some sort of brain.

I got out of the car and followed them to some sort of closed off subways station. It looked really cool. Before I could go back to admiring the view, I focused on beating hearts. I found three. They were all located near the train.

I walked around the corner and saw Derek looking up at me.

Oh so they're actually smart and went along with Derek's plan. Good to know that they still have their intelligence.

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The next couple of hours I spend with myself. Sort of. I sat against the wall by myself. Stiles and Scott some times checked up on me but I immediately send them away.