"You trust me?"
I look up at him, staring into his light brown eyes that stared directly at me. It felt like he was staring into my soul trying to read me. I could barely answer his question because I was busy looking at him. Once I realized I was s...
I bite down my lip staring at my message. I just stare at it hoping for a reply back. A couple more days passed and we still haven't talked or anything. Everything was just eating me alive right now. From me being disrespectful to my mom to hurting Lia feelings.
I was just being a dick to people that did no wrong by me. I mean I was being disrespectful to the woman that raised me by herself. The same woman that I would kill someone over the moment they disrespectful her. And I turn around and end up talking crazy to her.
And for Lia, I said I wouldn't hurt her feelings or break her heart. And I turn around and say shit that I can't take back at all. I was just a walking contradiction at this point. I sigh when I seen she had read it. I put my head on the steering wheel, locking my phone.
"Some guidance would be nice God." I mumbled to myself.
Feeling my phone vibrate, I quickly look up thinking it was Lia. Sadly, it was one of those spam messages. I didn't want to win a damn iPhone, I wanted my girlfriend back.
I let out another sigh then proceeded to get out my car. Since I couldn't apologize to Lia at the moment, I decided to apologize to my mom in the meantime. I also needed her help with all this. I really was stuck, I wasn't sure what to do to get Lia to speak to me.
My mom was the only one I could go to since I damn sure wasn't going to Shooter. I already knew he wasn't even going to help me, just punch the shit out of me for being disrespectful and messing up my relationship for validation form niggas he told me about. I really didn't listen at all and now I was suffering the consequences for not doing so.
