Love isn't lost

Deal

                             Damien's pov
I couldn't resist anymore so I had to kiss and Damn it was worth it, I never felt this way before kissing anybody, I almost came in my pant like a fucking hormonal teenager, fuck what is she doing to me
I decide to make a deal with her just to get her out of my system cause I'm sure what I'm feeling is lost
Sit down I told her
So you don't have to agree to this or anything it's your choice, I won't deny that I feel attracted to you, her eyes widened and she blushed and I know you feel the same way, with the way you responded to my kiss, anyways what I'm trying to say is that
I want us to have a relationship with no strings attached and the rule is that you must not fall in love with me, once you do this deal is off
What she screamed
Calm down and listen to me
What is this how you treat every other woman because we shared a kiss doesn't mean I have to become a booty call
Listen that's none of your business and I just made it clear I feel attracted to you and during that time we are exclusive, you are not allowed to see any other men and same goes with me, I care about you so let me take care of you that's all I'm asking
I can see she is thinking about it, all I'm saying is just think about it you don't have to rush into anything you don't want and you don't even have to accept, we will both pretend like this never happened and it won't even affect your job.

Ashley's pov

God can't he see I'm in love with him, I said it I'm in love with him, I broke the deal be or it even started, why are you scared of love
He chuckled darkly which scares me
I'm not scared of love I'm just not interested in loving anybody again
Wait you mean you have fallen in love before.
That's none of your business, Letting myself fall in love again means taking a real risk. And I'm  placing a great amount of trust in another person, allowing them to affect me,which makes me feel exposed and vulnerable.
And I don't want to be feel that way ever again
But being vulnerable is okay with your partner, lobes makes you stronger not weak.
Knowing he might never reciprocate my feelings makes me so sad and determined.It's  weird how you can feel physical pain in your chest  and  stomach  when something really hurt your feelings
I don't know if it's still the effects of alcohol that made say this word I hope I don't regret forever
I accept your proposal
Wait what are you serious
Yes I nodded.
Okay we will discuss the details tomorrow I can see you are tired and tipsy, so use that opportunity to think about it very well again, okay let me go and drop you home
But you don't have to, ' I insist let's go
We got to my apartment and he looks at like are you sure this place is safe, yes have been living here for years I feel embarrassed.
okay then let me walk you to your floor, okay this is me i said while facing him and liking down, he kissed my forehead and tell me I will pick you up by 7pm tomorrow to discuss this okay
Goodnight.
I went inside and I can't stop thinking about the kiss, I hope I don't regret this and loose myself in the process of trying to make him belive in love again, I think about it if I loose my virginity to him, I won't regret it because he is someone I'm in love with, I pulled of my cloth and shower then went to bed with the though on my mind.