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"Jahseh what are we going to do?" I asked him as I cried.
"We are going to get you plan b calm down" he told me.
"I weight too much for plan b" I cried harder because I'm about to be fat and pregnant.
I continued to cry as he paced around the room, thinking. My crying froze but my chest tightened and everything started to get blurry. I felt like I couldn't breath and started crying again.
"Not right now Lucy, calm down" he told me, I could hear him but I definitely couldn't see him.
"Lucy baby look at me" he told me, touching my hand.
I looked up so I could see his figure but everything just seemed to go faster so I slipped my hand out of his and scratched at my arm.
"Stop" he told me but I couldn't I felt itchy and scared.
"Lucy you have to stop, you're scratching a hole into yourself" he continued but I felt like I was trapped and there was no getting out.
I felt him grab my hands, stopping me from scratching which made my body burn so I couldn't help but scream for him to let me go.
I began to squirm only making his grip on my wrist got tighter before he had to hold me whole body. I continued to scream until my body started to cool down.
He kept me held until I had fully calmed down before letting me go and kissing me.
"It's okay, we got this" he told me as he held my probably red face.
I shook my head "we don't got this Jah, we can't have a baby we aren't ready" I spoke beginning to panic again.
"Okay you're right but calm down" he told me.
I nodded and looked down at my legs as I tried to calm down but I'm just so scared, I ended up beginning to cry anyways.
"Lucy please" he spoke lowly to me.
He grabbed me and hugged me tightly, forcing my face into his chest.
"It's okay, I can take care of us and you will finish school, I promise" he told me, finally saying something that made me calm down.
I wiped my tears and looked up at him "okay."
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