Can I Get His Love?

2. Meeting Of Souls..??

May be its fate that brought us together.

We dont talk to each other not even like friends. We are just strangers living in same house. Its only me who talks with him.

At first i used to ask him what he likes to eat. What he wants me to make for lunch or dinner. The answer to all my questions is.....

silence.. Pure silence.. U can call it as ignorance.

U might wonder.. didnt i have an emotion called anger. Yes.. i too am normal human being  and i too have emotions. Initially, i used to get hurt for his ignorance.

But anger..

Never.. No..

How can i get angry..??

He is the one i fell in love at first sight.

When ever i saw his face my emotion of anger if at all tries to come out will subside on its own.

His eyes, they speak a lot than his lips. There is hidden emotion in his eyes. Sadness.. which he tries to cover by making stern face.

I have seen his emotions through his eyes. Not recently but at the first time my eyes met his eyes during wedding while he tied the knot of sacred thread.

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Sumuhorthamasthu...

I dont know how it feels to everyone but iam so elated.. The feel of burden to my parents i gave through all this time is over.

" swetha look at ur husbands eyes while he ties the knot. Its a way that the two souls meet eachother." i do remember avi's words.

I tried to look in to his eyes from the time went on to stage for ritual of marriage. But he didnt look at me.. He is neither smiling nor expressing any emotion. He seems so calm.

During the time of tying i acted like iam in some sort of pain. So that he looks at me.. And my plan worked.. He looked through my eyes...

His eyes..

First time i met his eyes..

There lots of thought and lots of...

Sadness...??  And...

Guilt???

Why do i feel like he is in depressed mood??

Doesnt he liked me??

Is it a forced marriage for him??

But no.. As far as i remember.. He is the one who wanted to marry me even his parents are against it.

Why he is guilty??

Iam searching for my answers looking through his eyes.. But he looked away. May be he understood that iam opening his secret gates. 

During the ritual where arundathi star is shown to bride by groom.. He just pointed to sky. I can understand. Its not easy to talk suddenly out of blue.

After completion of all rituals we went to my parents home.. During the whole process he didnt said anything..

May be he is shy person and wants privacy to talk to me..

That night we are supposed to stay in different rooms.

Next day we went to inlaws house for puja. And evening reception. Everything happened so quickly.
Few of my friends teased me when ever i get some free time. So there is no privacy for him to talk to me