Can I Get His Love?

28. Realisation

(Guys.. Sorry for the inconvinience yesterday.. Asusual, by mistake an incomplete chapter got published.. So i unpublished it again.. Here how iam updating..)

' Never assume or think bad of someone due to miscommunication.. Major cause of miscommunication is due to mediators..'

Hellooo.. My dear busy busy but lovely readers...

I just said what i experienced recently.. A miscommunication between me and a senior through another person made my senior hurt.. I was hurt because my senior hurt for a silly reason.. But when we talked each other it got clarified. Even if iam in my senior place, i might have hurt when i get to know what the other person said. I felt bad that i hurt my senior even though its unknowingly.. Anyways everything is resolved.. But i learnt one thing..

So lets go to our story..

Rakesh pov

I looked at the flowing river.. With lot of thoughts running in my mind.

'Do you have any sense?? Do you think marriage is a game?? Its life rakesh.. Its life'

'I know you want to love only one women.. But that women is not me.. Rakesh.. Its your wife..'

'Ask yourself whether you love her or not.. I can see the love you have for her.. Why dont you see it??'

'There is no one who is perfect.. Everyone will have their own flaws.. There are no perfect persons in relationship.. They just make their relationship perfect..'

'First love may not be the last love.. Priorities change over time.. It doesnt mean i will stop loving you in future.. Its just i might love our kids.. There is this bond in marriage'

'Cant you see the way she looks at you?? Cant you understand how she feels about you ?? Dont you know how she cares for you??'

'Its doesnt put your male ego down, If you call her before she does..'

'Where ever you want to go.. I wont object. Do what ever you wish to.. But can you call me atleast once in two days or atleast a week.. Please'

Swetha..

Can i call her??

I took my mobile and dailed her..

'Khuda jaanenge mai phida huin' her caller tune.. I smiled.. Its too my favourite song..

It rang but she didnt lift the call.. May be she was busy..

'I dont like you.. I married you just because of force from parents. Nothing else. Dont get high hopes. Because i wont even touch you'

'DONT IRRITATE ME.. U ARE NO ONE TO CARE FOR MY HEALTH.. DO U UNDERSTAND.. DO U UNDERSTAND THAT U R NOTHING BUT A STRANGER TO ME'

How can i talk to her when i myself treated her so badly.

'IAM NOT A PROSTITUTE'

'I wanted him to make love to me not s*x.. '

How can i face her..??

I made our relation to a stage that i cant even dare to look at her.. Then how can i call her??

I got a call.. Looking at display "arbind calling"

"Hello.. "

"Hello.. Rakesh.. Where did you went?? I searched for you over there.. I came to room still you are not there.. What happened to you man.. "