Feb 14th - Monday 💔 5Am Diamond
My mother isn't available,Shea went home last night. Here I am alone with Michael crying and screaming. I don't know what I'm doing wrong but ugh I just want him to be quiet. "Michael shh shh shhh" I bounce him on my lap but nothing is working "please Michael please mommy's trying , what do you want?" I cry. The phone rings and I pick it up "hellooo" I cry "what's wrong baby girl" Shea asks "he won't stop". "I'm going to right there okay, put him in the crib and walk away. Breathe. Get a drink and relax, I'm four minutes away."
Once I get off the phone with Shea I grab a cup of international delight mocha Caramel drip coffee and a chocolate chip muffin than sit down at the table , tears continue to fall down my face. I suck at being a mom I can't even make my own baby happy. I should put him up for adoption he would feel better.
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He Left Us ( COMPLETED)
Teen Fiction16 year old Diamond Aysher had a baby by one of the most respected and popular teenage boys in school 18 year old Michael Carri. After he ditches Diamond leaving her with their two month old son Michael Carri Jr. Diamond struggles with her new respo...
