Wrong lies -M.R, D.M, T.N

49-acting strange

"Mistakes are forgiven."

"I don't even care anymore. I dont understand? We are good. I really thought we were good. We talk, we sleep, we fuck-" Draco closes his eyes, looking disgusted, and I close my mouth. I'm in my dorm with Adrian and Draco, having a deep talk since my boyfriend has been acting strange lately.

"I dont understand him either. I know he loves you more than anything. But his behaviour is so fucking weird," I nod, sucking in my lip.

"I wish I didn't love him this much. Why can't I just be mad at him? I dont want to fall apart because of a guy." Adrian plays with my hair as I lay over his legs. Draco looks down, knowing every part of what I'm going through.

"Well, he's still nice, right?" Adrian looks down, and I shrug.

"I mean, yes. He tells me he loves me, and he is still Mattheo. But he clearly doesn't trust me, and sometimes he wants to be alone and doesn't even answer our texts." Draco nods in agreement.

"Should we do something? Can you talk to him, Draco?" Adrian asks, and Draco looks at us with sad eyes.

"I wish I could. But I have already tried. He won't tell us what's wrong, and I'm sorry." I shake my head. It's not Draco's fault.

"How long will you let this be like this?" Adrian asks, and pain fills my heart. I dont know how to stop this, but I also dont see a future where I leave Mattheo. How am I supposed to leave the only part of my life I can't live without?

"I dont know... Maybe I can't leave?" Adrian shakes his head.

"Dais, as two people who know you inside and out, we both know you would leave if this went too far. You have that power and will always know when it's enough." I look at Draco, who nods, smiling faintly, and I smile. Adrian and Draco have become closer lately, which I truly adore since there is nothing I want more than my best friends to be friends.

"Hello, love," the door opens, and my heart beats fast, thinking it's Mattheo.

"Oh, thank god, I thought you were Matthe-" Mattheo walks in behind Theo, stopping by the door and staring at me.

"Am I not allowed here?" He asks, staring at me, and I look around at the boys, who are all silent now.

"Matt-" he shakes his head before leaving the room, and I jump up from the bed, walking after him.

"Hey, stop. I didn't mean it like that." I run up to him, forcing him to look at me.

"You didn't? Then what did you mean?" I stay quiet.

"How do you think it looks for me, walking in on my girlfriend in bed with her two best friends, and then she thanks god for me not being there? Huh?" I gulp, looking down. I know it seems wrong, but he would understand if he knew the truth. The old Mattheo would understand.

"What is going on, Daisy? I thought we were good?"

"We are good, you know what I feel-"

"Do I?" I sigh, shaking my head while leaning against the wall before sitting down against it. Mattheo just stand there, staring at me with a face I can't even read.

"Are you breaking up with me?" He asks, and I look up with a shocked face.

"What? Why would you even ask that?" He looks away as I ask him that. I dont understand him. I'm not the one acting weird. If anyone here is breaking up, it's him. At least, that's how I feel. I wouldn't let him go.

"It feels like you are leaving me," he almost whispers before sitting beside me. I suck in my lip, staying quiet.

"Why are you so scared of me leaving you?" I ask, and he plays with his rings. The ring I gave him.