Freen's POV
I remember Becky's tears after I responded to her.
I saw her hand tremble when she grabbed the door. I hurt her once more, and now I am fully aware how I did it.
Stupid Freen. To see her in tears pains me a thousand folds.
"Fuck you Freeeeeenn! I shouted at the top of my lungs.
I am now facing the beach in our family resort.
After driving Ashley home, I decided to drive here to clear my mind.
I have received countless confessions of affection and love but never have I felt so bothered and confused. But well, they were not Becky.
What the hell could I do now. I should actually feel happy with the turn of events. The person I am attracted the most likes me, love me actually, as she said.
"But fuck, she is family!" I screamed to the ocean.
I even remember when Irin caught me stupidly glancing and admiring Becky.
Flashback
"Don't you dare Freen. She is practically our sister. I would definitely hate you if you include her among your flavors and end up hurting her." Irin firmly said.
I wiped away my smile, faced Irin and said,
"Of course not. I wouldn't even have the slightest thought of hitting on her. Promise."
"I just admire her. I admire how pretty and cute our SISTER is." I replied, emphasizing the word as genuine as I can.
"That is good to know. I don't want her to get hurt." Irin said while exiting the kitchen.
I just went back looking at Becky, now with Irin in front of her.
But Irin shouted towards me,
"Freen remember I would hate youuuuu! as if reminding me of our conversation just now.
I rolled my eyes and screamed back, "I promise!", then I run outside.
End of flashback.
Well it was true. I did not lie.
I admire her, I'm attracted to her, that's it. I wouldn't dare of hitting on her.
But now she confuses me.
Can I allow myself to go beyond attraction? Can I like her? Can I desire for her? Or even love her?
Love... I never wanted to love someone. It is so complicated. And I don't like complicated.
Love.... Am I capable of that? Do I even deserve that?
Do I deserve you? Do I deserve you Rebecca Patricia Armstrong?
More questions than answers.
Author's note:
Just a short update for now. I'm still undecided how this story should unfold.
What do you think?
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