10x05
-Cora, can you please leave the baby?- Jackson asked me with frustration- you have a surgery with Robbins and I'm sure you can't do it if you're in daycare!
-I can't leave my baby here- I frowned and shook my head- no.
-Baby, you promised me after we left him with my mom for our honeymoon that it would be the last time.
-I know- I exhaled caressing Mark's face- but he's been with us all this time. I can't just leave him here.
-Cora...- he sighed and I rolled my eyes.
-Okay, fine, take him- just as Jackson took our son he started to cry and my heart broke. I started to cry watching Jackson giving Mark to the woman there- I feel terrible.
-I know- he approached me and hugged me- it breaks my heart too, but we both knew this had to happen. Come on, it's your first big surgery. After that, we can come and check on him.
-Promise?- I held my pinkie up in the air.
-Promise- he took my pinkie with his.
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-Dr Robbins discovered the spinal AVM- I spoke in the OR- when the patient was 12. It has since grown. We are going to use a far lateral retroperitoneal.
Murphy came in and started to speak with Arizona and my friend started to get all nervous making the intern leave. I frowned.
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-Arizona!- I called her after surgery and she stopped and smiled at me- great job there.
-Thanks!- she said with the same enthusiasm as always but I could tell there was something wrong.
-Is everything okay?
-Apart from the stares?- she asked sarcastically and then exhaled- I'm sorry, I just...
-It's okay- I smiled- just know that I'm still here. I know Callie's a real close friend, but you're my friend too and if there's something I can do it's empathize with you.
-How's that?
-Mark was my best friend and he had sex with my brother's wife- I let out and chuckled- look, we all make mistakes and what you did was really wrong, but that doesn't mean I'm gonna turn my back on you.
-Thanks, sunshine- she hugged me taking me by surprise- that really means a lot.
-Any time- I smiled- now, I'm gonna go see my baby.
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When I got to daycare Jackson was already there. I smiled at my two boys.
-Look who can't live without baby love now- I told Jackson as Mark extended his arms at me so that I'd pick him. I grabbed him and kissed his little cheeks- hi, my little dude. You missed momma?
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love on the brain [Jackson Avery]
Fanfiction"But don't lose heart, dear ones; don't lose heart. Don't let it make you bitter. Try to understand. Try to understand. The world's already bitter enough, we got to try to be better than the world." In which Cora Shepherd, moves to Seattle to work a...