I Want To Unlove You

chapter 29

Adarsh's pov :

She walked away.....

Yeah , she just walked away from me and left me heart broken.

I just stood there....at the same place where she freed from my hold and ran away leaving me all alone.

I have never imagined in my life that I will be this heartbroken after all the things I have experienced in my life.

I felt wetness on my cheeks....
Baffled.....I saw it was my tears.

The tears which were left unshed even in the darkest times of my life were now flowing uncontrollably.

I probably look like a looser right now....all throughout my life I have despised the persons who are loosers,who can't do anything.

And BOOOM!!!!!
Life played a huge joke over me and turned me into a looser.

I looked around only to find no one around me.

I am all alone....

Should I feel relieved that no one is here to watch me in such despicable state or should I cry over the fact that no one is here for me , that I am alone?????

I can't even comprehend what to do next.

It's like my whole world collapsed right infront of me.

All the things I have imagined when I prose Geetha, all the scenarios and all the plans I had made for us in advance....they may probably laugh over my state right now shouting what a fool I was.

I grabbed my handkerchief and rubbed my eyes harshly as even I can't beleive that I could ever be in the situation I am facing currently....

Geetha.....I thought she loves me , ok atlest she likes me.
That's what I have thought and even after thinking a lot about the situations previously and wrecking my brain that's the only answer I got.

I don't understand anything....
I feel so useless rightnow

I heard my mobile ringing.

I grabbed it from my pocket, it was Ravi.

I blinked away all the tears left in my eyes and cleared my throat and checked if my nose was still stuffy , I don't want my friends to witness me this pitifully.

After I was sure he won't recognise my voice I tried to answer the call but it was hanged up.

I called back , Ravi answered on the first ring.

"Adi where are you???
We are waiting for you." He said.

I looked at the time, it was already nearing 10.

"No bro...I had a little work back at home so I am on my way back after dropping Geetha." I said trying my best to keep my tone neutral when my heart was aching and clenching in pain when I utter her name.

"That urgent???" He said.

"Yeah...Dad called me." I said to convinced him.

They already know that I don't have cordial realtion with my parents , so if my dad asked me to come....they will probably imagine that it was for something important.

"Ok then drive safely...." He said making me laugh.

"Are you my lover or what???" I joked which brought the tears into my eyes.

For her....I drove slowly today, it was one of the few times I drove slowly as I usually like speed.

I feel like winning the world when I drive fastly.