I Want To Unlove You

chapter 45

Geetha's pov :

"Why did you say like that yesterday??" I asked.

"There is nothing to discuss about that.
And yeah...one thing. I have already said this to mom and dad , I am going back tomorrow. I will be busy. You can do what ever you wish to do I won't stop you." He said stopping me from asking anything.

And then he went away for sleep and taking my sleep away with him too.

I slumped on the couch exhaustedly....
I am really mentally tired.

Is this the way we are gonna live forever???

Why adi....why are you doing this to me???

I love you so much.
I know you don't love me anymore but can't you show a little bit of concern and care towards me???

Ok you may hate for breaking your heart but you can't forget that I am your wife....the girl with whom you gonna share your entire lifetime.
So atleast talk with me....don't turn away the second you see me.

I so wanted to beg him to be mercyful on me...
But I can't , if he talks with me when I do that I will feel even more worthless.
I know he isn't torturing me physically but him not talking with me is much more to take for me.

I was awake most of the night thinking about him...
I finally slept off when I felt like my eyes will come out of my sockets because of the stress.
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The next day....

When I woke up , he was no where to be seen

He did what he said.

He left.

Couldn't he wait for sometime before he left....he didn't even gave me a chance for me to bid farewells.

I was so disappointed....
And subconsciously I was so angry at him.

He...

I have decided. If he don't want me to be in his life then I won't be.
I won't get clingy with him and give him what he want generously.
He can go to hell.

I have mom and dad. We all will live well and make him so bloody jealous of me.
And then he will learn his lesson.
Bloody idiot.
Here a girl was dying for him to be part of her life and he is running away.

Heartless jerk. I thought as I went to washroom.

After getting ready for the day in a blue saree and adroned myself as a new bride I went downstairs to meet mom and dad.

It was already 10....I know they may have already eaten thier breakfast.
I was a bit worried as they may be angry or either upset with me as I haven't helped them in anything as they expect a daughter in law to do.

I hesitantly took steps towards them.
They were seated in sofa.
" Good morning mom!!!" I said.

"Good morning beta....you woken up." She said looking at me with a small smile.

I gulped as I said
" Sorry mom...."

"It's your own house Geetha. No need of apologies. And adi already said that you  haven't had any sleep yesterday." She said.

He said like that???

Am I having a dirty mind or even mom was thinking like that....
Hell go to hell you devil I said to my mind.

"Hey daughter in law....i am innocent here. And I agree that you have a dirty mind. But my son said you missed your home last night.
So don't blush so much alright?" She teasingly said which made me blush even more furiously.

'Did she know mind reading?' I thought.

" No dear...you were speaking your thoughts out loud." She clarified my doubts .

I smiled lightly hiding the embarrassment I feel right now.

'My mother in law said I have a dirty mind...'
What will she think about me???

" Geetha....be free with us. We are now parents of two.
Both adi and you are equal to us.
So beta no more formalities or any hesitation while talking.
You may consider it as a sweet warning from your dear mother in law." She said.

I nodded my head obediently.

"Ok now go have your breakfast. And about your husband...that rat left early in the morning due to his early flight. He said he didn't woke you up as he don't want to disturb you. Such a sweet husband he was." She said

I gave her a smile as I left from there as I don't really want to talk about him right now.

My emotions are wavering variedly about him. A second I burning as a volcano with anger and then I am as peaceful as a cool breeze with love.

If only mom knows that he is now anything but a sweet husband for me.

I don't want to involve them into my marital problems.

And adi already said that he married me because it makes mom happy.
If she gets know about the issues between us she will surely be worried.

And I don't want mom to be sad. She was being a sweet heart for me since the beginning. I can't be a reason for her heart break.

I shook my thoughts off as I said to myself
' Geetha let's not think about anything. Its only making more mess in your already messed up life.
Let's just go with the flow.'

But my heart wondered
' will the destination of this flow be my husband whom I love crazily???'

I sighed in defeat.

I ...I can't even stop myself from thinking about him for few hours.
And now I should go back to the days where I hardly survived peacefully like those in the 2 years which I despise most in my life.

They may be the days where I reached a good heights in my career but my personal life was a whole big zero.

"You survived 2 years without him and you will now too.
I think he is angry with you now. May be he will come back to me anytime after realising his behaviour.
Let's give time for him.

He will come back to me. Or I will try my best to make this marriage successful." I said to myself.

Will Geetha really be successful in doing that???

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Short chapter???

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