I Want To Unlove You

chapter 49

Geetha's pov :

I was stumbling on my own feet while I walking all the way through the corridors to staff lounge.

My heart was hammering against my chest....because of the nervousness and the anticipation I am feeling at the same time.

I was fidgeting with my fingers as I entered the room.
I didn't turned back to see him because I knew he was coming behind me...along with me.

My mind was imagining all the scenarios which could possibly happen and my breathe hitched when I heard the sound of door locking.

'Will we kiss??? Or atleast a hug will do.' I thought but when I realised what I was hoping to happen made me go red in embarrassment.

'From when I have became so dirty' minded that I just want to jump on him??'

I bit my lips....shoving all the dirty ideas to the farthest part of my mind as I turned around.

I smiled a little as I spoke
" Take your seat."

I almost facepalmed myself for doing that.

Because my voice.....even stuttering would have been better than the squeaky voice I just spoke with.

I cleared my throat awkwardly as he sat on the sofa.

"When did you come??" I said breaking the silence as I know he will never gonna talk first.

'Just be patient until you succeed and then I will make him drink thousand ponds of water for making me go through this.
He will learn a lesson for his life then!' I thought as I took the initiative.

"An hour back." He said.

I nodded my head and waited for him to say something....atleast a word.

But Adi being Adi didn't open his mouth as if precious pearls will fall out of his mouth once he opens it.

I really had an urge to slap across his face to see if he scolds me then....or will he be this expressionless in that situation too??

I shouldn't resort any violence. It's again my principles. I said to myself as I said
" Advay is very cute right???"

He hmmed for that making me disappoint one more time.

Such a jerk.

Where was my playful Adi hidden???
I so wanted to ask him but I stopped myself as I don't want to open any old wounds.

He loved me like crazy before...that is the reason he is so distant and hates me right now.

"Will you come home?? Mom is missing you so much." I said hopefully.
I wanted to add that I miss you too ,but stopped myself because I am sure once I said that he will again run away from here.

I had a little plan running in my head so I will just wait for the right opportunity to work into it.

"I am going home now." He said.

Shit....I should have worked yesterday so I could have a day off today.
They won't give me a day off in such a short notice.

I will go home early I thought as I nodded.

After a minute or two passing in the silence he said
" I will start now." And left from there without waiting for my answer.

'He is stubborn I should make him understand that I love him.
Should I say I love you in arandom conversation or shall I plan a proposal???'

'First make him talk to you before building castles of dreams' my brain snapped at my stupid heart.

I scoffed at it as I stood up.
I braced myself to work without breaks.
And guess what I did what I just thought

By 6 I was free.
I asked another doctor to cover my cases if there is any emergency band she agreed readily as I helped her out when she was busy.

I changed into my dress as i walked to the parking lot.

The driver was having a nap...
I felt a little bad to disturb his sleep but the thought that I can meet Adi whenni go home excited me so much that I didn't think twice before knocking on the window making him startle.

I smiled apologitically as I sat in the back seat nd instructed him to drive me home.

After 40 mins of journey I was home.
I had literally counted every second.....and today the time passed very slowly, a minute like an hour.

As I got out of the car I was literally dancing while whirling my hand bag around carelessly entering home.

'I will have my husband welcome me home today...' I thought.

But when I entered there was a silence enveloping the whole house.

"Mom...mom!!!" I yelled hesitantly.
And I just got silence as reply.
I frowned as I entered the kitchen where she will be usually when she isn't in livingroom.
But she wasn't there too.

Ok she may have gone to meet up with her friends what about Adi???
Is he alone???

Shit!!! What if he was hungry or if he need anything????

With this thought I ran towards stairs.

I was breathless until I reached our room.
Our room sounds so good right?

I leaned on the door as I tried to stabilize my breathe after breathing in and out for few times I slowly turned the door knob.
It wasn't locked....
I opened  the door and entered the room.
I could not see him anywhere in the room...may be he was in bathroom.
I went and checked but it was empty.
Is he in garden???

With that thought I again ran to the garden only to be disappointed again.

By this time I already had tears sprouting out of my eyes.

I just slumped down on the small wooden bench in the garden as I smiled at myself....

Why did he leave so early???

Is he hating so so much that he despise every second he sees me???

But...he was already away from me since past 6 months.
Wasn't that enough for him to atleast come into terms that I am his wife with whom he got to spend this whole lifetime?

I...I love you Adi...please comeback to me and don't turn away.

'This isn't time for crying Geetha. You should be strong and fight for your love even if it means to fight with your love.'

I took a deep breathe as I took a decision.

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