I Want To Unlove You

Epilogue

Geetha's pov :

I caught hold of my knees which were at the verge of breakdown since I was standing from past 4 hours continuously without any rest as I was assisting a senior resident in a complicated cesarian section.

We struggled our best but still we lost a life which was inevitable as it was between choosing one vs three.
You heard it right , she was pregnant with twins and she was diagnosed with twin to twin transfusion syndrome which made the lives of babies more susceptible to death.
But we managed to save one but still we lost one life which would have a lot of meaning for the mother which I understood by the way the father of babies crumpled on the floor crying his heart out not having enough courage to disclose this with his wife.

But with a heart made of metal which we made used to in such circumstances...I said it out loud which almost made the mother lose her life as she had an anxiety attack which is fatally harmful for her body as she hasn't even recovered properly from the effects of anesthesia yet too.
We again gave sedatives to control her.
And I just came to the lounge room as i slugglishly walked because of my strained muscles.
I was exhausted....

Physically and mentally too.
I couldn't meet adi from past 4 days.
He was having dayshift while me, night shift.

While I go home he will be already in hospital...to avoid that I even waited for him not going home yesterday.
He would come here at 9 while I go at 8:30
So I waited for half an hour even when I was so tired wanted nothing but slump myself on a comfy bed.
But he being an asshole he scolded me...

He called me an idiot which I am definitely not.
He even didn't talked to me as he just barked to get myself home and not stay here longer.
I even had tears in my eyes but he didn't even have an ounce of guilt in him as he just shook his head as if he is tired of my antics.
I didn't even do anything...
I just glared at him which was definitely not effective as he didn't even turned back to see me after he started walking away.
I just wiped a year which escaped from my eye hastily as i hailed a cab to go home.

Last three days he used to message me ok even I used too...just ask whereabouts and if he was eating on time or not.
But since our catfight since yesterday he didn't even remember me I think because he didn't even messaged me not to ask about calling me.
He wasn't even online when I checked lasttime.he used to be online to chat with me at that time past few days but not yesterday.
And to add this today's case was so hard.

I couldn't help but clutch my hair tightly.

"Mam you can get off duty now." A wardboy came and informed me.
I smiled gratefully as i really needed this.
He just went off after a subtle nod.

I rolled my eyes at that sight. It was so rude of him to just nod when I was smiling politely.
Men these days are just argh!!!
They are keeping my temper on toes.

Ok I may say not men but just my husband.

I quickly changed into my clothes which was a Georgette floral print dress which I paired up with white pants and a scarf.
Holding my bag securely I walked out of the hospital as I don't really want any one to steal my bag and then I will be having neither money to go home nor mobile to call someone for help.

I knew Adi's number by heart but what's the use if we weren't talking and also I wouldn't disturb him from his works.
He likes it the most...and I admire him for that quality, so how could I hate that workaholic habits of his.

I hailed a cab for home as i instructed the driver to our home.
He was driving silently even the music system wasn't working I guess because it was devoid of any sound making me feel more lonely.
Even I forgot my earphones which I usually bring along with me wherever I go without fail.
So resting my back on the seat I leaned towards window looking outside.
My eyes surely are seeing the surroundings yet my brain couldn't perceive any thing as it's always struck at adi and his thoughts.
I didn't even realised when I was home.
I hurriedly paid him some cash as I rushed out before he could burst out on me because he was bloody irritated as apparently he has been calling me since past 2 minutes which I wasn't aware of.